FrOz3n T3aRs

School reopens!

2009-08-25T12:55:00.003+08:00

Its like ... Week 2 of year 2 already! Time flies man. Okie summer holidays were gruelling but nice. Contradicting but still its true. Work from 8.30 - 5 plus tuitions 5 days a week. Its over now, back to school! Tuitions will get lighter in oct, hopefully. Now, its time to focus focus focus!

A break for random thoughts

2009-03-30T14:09:00.001+08:00

Omg omg...3 more weeks to last day of school! Okie time really flies. Last week of proper lesson, one week of study break (I wonder how much I can acomplish within that time frame), and one week of exams (heng ah 3 mods 'only'). After which...TA DA! Time to switch to a bounty huntress. Ting just told me she's got tuition lobang for me..regardless of whether i get the job anot, I'm SO HAPPY YAY!!! It means possibility of more $$$, and of cos more challenges ahead. I really hope those tuition kids benefit from the lessons and improve, gives tutors a real sense of achievements ( I bet many tutors agree with me). If I do get a monday to fri job too (wonder if I can get the moe job), I'll earn more! That way I'll be able to pay for my uni fees, which is like sky high and I really hope to share the burden of earning $$.
Ok I heard that selling of beauty products (like masks) online requires a license, I'll either go and get one, or find another way out (since I have some stocks left on hand).
Random thought back to school, I wonder if I can get at least a 3/4 for gpa this term. If not I'm quite dead for my cumulative GPA (considering the fact that I scored darn lousy grades last term and it gets harder each sem). Work work, I feel so peon-ed. Guess I have to put aside gaming for now, leave it to weekends when I can play with dearie. Anyways, I dun think I'll be part of the 2nd team in PMS already (if they are even setting it up). Its a pity, as I thought the experience of joining a competitive dota team (and an all girls team) will really be enriching. Time might not allow though, guess its still casual play for now. Instead of dota, I'm a bit more into D2 again.(ok thats an old game but still...its fun!)I'll see how things work out. For now, Studies, family and dearie is the top priority, followed by gaming. I have to be wiser in terms of time allocation and be more hardworking if I want to see improvements in my grades. Ok, what about time to go running?
I officially request for more hours per day. Crap thats impossible hahaha. I'm supposed to be working on AW research paper now!! Time to go poooof~

1000 words

2009-03-02T18:06:00.003+08:00

Dainty Design Mask Spreeee!

2009-02-25T12:35:00.002+08:00

Okies all...time for Dainty Mask Spree! Each masks are sold at 90c, and its while stock last. Do send me an email at Jie_Shi88@hotmail.com for any enquiries or orders^^. Heres the info for each mask type :

Collagen Mask

Effects:
1.To whiten and re-hydrate your skin

2.Prevent wrinkles by increasing skin elasticity

3.To repair and re-conceal wounds and sunken scars

4.To facilitates the recovery of skin metabolism

5.Modulate and stabilizes skin pH

Ingredients : Water, Hyaluronic Acid, Collagen, Aloe Barbadensis leaf juice, Witch Hazel Extract.

Skin type : Suitable for ALL skin type.

Aloe Mask

Effects:

1) Skin brightening with moisture replenishment

2) Helps restore skin structure for skin that is soft and radiant 3) Retains & replenishes moisture in skin preventing wrinkles 4) Increase skin cells metabolism and scar healing

5) Prevents occurrence of acne

Skin type : Suitable for ALL skin type.

Ingredients : Water, Hyaluronic Acid, Vitimin E Oil, Aloe Barbadensis leaf juice, Witch Hazel Extract.

Citronnella Mask
Effects:

1)Helps you to get a firm & elastic skin.

2)Control sebum secretions from the skin, thus making your skin less prone to the blemishes due to oily skin.

3)Formula helps to restore skin structure making your skin soft and radiant.

5)Retains and replenishes moisture in the skin.

Ingredients : D.I.Water, Hyaluronic Acid, Collagen, Vitamin E Oil, Citronnella Extract, Aloe Barbadensis leaf juice.

Skin type : Suitable for all skin types especially oily skin

Lavender Mask

Effects:

1.Stabilize skin’s pH and prevents skin sensitivity

2.To calm and relief stress. Helps to improve sleeping disorder

3.Controls and balances skin oiliness

4.To whiten and re-hydrate your skin

5.To repair sun burn skin

Ingredients : Water, Hyaluronic Acid, Collagen, Aloe Barbadensis leaf juice, Lavender essence oil, yeast extract.

Skin type : Suitable for ALL skin type

Lotus Mask
Effects:

1. Close up open pores

2. Rejuvenates cells and possesses anti-oxidants 3. Smoothen and moisture your skin

4. To whiten and re-hydrate your skin

Ingredients : Water, Hyaluronic Acid, Collagen, Vitamin E Oil, Lotus Extract.

Skin type : Suitable for ALL skin type.

Lycopen Mask
Effect:

1. Gives you a supple, silky and radiant look

2. Exfoliates dead skin cells

3. Possesses antioxidants to prevent skin damage from harmful UV rays

4. Whitening and re-hydration of skin

Ingredients : Lycopen Extract, Vitamin A,C,E, Moisture Albumin, Collagen.

Skin type :Suitable for all skin types especially those with dry skin and after tanning.

Rose Mask
Effects:

1.Rejuvenate cells, refresh dull and tired looking skin

2.Giving your skin a supple and radiant look

3.To whiten and re-hydrate your skin

4.Prevent wrinkles by increasing skin elasticity

Ingredients : D.I.Water, Hyaluronic Acid, Collagen, Aloe Barbadensis leaf juice, Rose Extract, Algae Extract.

Skin type : Suitable for all skin types especially sensitive skin.

Ah well...
10 more days before I see him again...Dear mooo....hang on and jiayou <3>

Holiday

2009-02-24T09:59:00.002+08:00

Ok now its the horrible one week study break again. Literally break cos I'm gonna die from all the potential long hrs of studying. Potential means..it might not happen? HAHAHA! NOPE! There's no choice! I've got to try close the gap eh? 4 mid terms coming up, and I'm sooooo not confident. AW lo... got a C- for the first assignment. Have a bad feeling for the second as well. Ah well.. lifes ...good. Self delusion lol.
My internet connection is driving me nuts. It dcs itself happily at weird times, esp when we're playing dota! omg can u imagine. What if I get banned from ggc forever?!?! No la huh they should be more ... forgiving I guess hehe. Anyways heard from tammy that they're having the idea of setting the 2nd team up, I wonder if my schedule allows me to join in. Nevertheless, I'm still very glad that there are more girls joining competitive gaming, and hope i can too! But its school term...ah well... I'll see what the other girls says. Played a round this morning. Can't stand the host. 2 from scourge left and he doesn't agree to swap players, saying that he wants to push and end quick. End up also took his time to farm what...waste my time. Should have just left and see how they play with 5 v 2. (But I'm not a leaver!! hahahaa) Okok this is not holiday holiday but a SCHOOL study break. Controllll controlllllll!

Revived?

2009-01-12T11:36:00.000+08:00

Hmm....I see a thick layer of dust settling on my blog. Ok not much time for a detailed entry, maybe one this thurs but here's a summary for now.

1) Went back to work at MOE HQ doing admin stuffs during my dec hols. Earned a bit of cash as pocket money, not a lot but ah well..

2) Enjoyed the dec public holidays totally, since on other days work have to be done hehe. And also, dearie has his day offs only during weekends and public hols.

3) Christmas eve : Nua at home but was nice ( I love nua-ing at home LOL)

4) New Year Eve : Went to several places before going to dearie's house for a house party, watched shows, played games, fun and love!

5) Twinkling of an eye, school started again last week, procrastinated and end up having to buy 2 brand new txtbooks as second hand books are sold out (I deserved it, but it can be sold!) I... really dowan to start school life, not that bad but... =(

6) CNY is just round the corner. Can't wait for it. I bet it'll be lots of fun and such.

7) Dearie is out for field camp today, and will be back on thurs. I'm missing him all the time. Like what he said, he's both the poison and the antidote. Hope he's having fun.

8) Time to start doing homework. No school on monday YAY. Luckily there's no project meeting. Travelling to school is such a chore, takes such a long time, and there's no seat on the train. (I really wun mind if someone fetches or drives me there, really...LOL) Dropped one tuition student, partly cos of time and the pay. This sem i gonna work hard to pull my gpa up. Going for tuition later O.o Hope it turns out smooth and STOP falling asleep when I'm teaching!!!!!! *roars*

Okies tataz for now. I miss you T_T Laterz~

2008-11-21T03:32:00.001+08:00

ok after talking to meng yim on msn, I dun feel that emo anymore. In fact I feel much better. Thanks for listening to my rants and performing the magical meng yim's mood changer LOL. Ok time to sleep, waking up tml to work hard. Gambatte!

Sian

2008-11-21T02:35:00.000+08:00

This is so depressing. Why am I in a uni. WHY?! urgh. I hate school. Not like others dun. But its really getting on my nerves. I have to study when 'many' around me don't have to. I want to play PLAY PLAY!!! Its so part of what I do and what I like yet I can't! IQ tells me I have to study study do my work my project my tests. The devil tells me i really like to play, 'everyone' else around is doing so why can't I. The prob is I CAN'T! I can never and am never allowed to do that. Not that someone is threatening me by the throat and forcing me to study, but my life is giving me no choice. How.. this is damn depressing. Why whenever someone talk to me online they ask if I want to play anot, and not if I want to make a trip to the lib and study together. T_T I know all this are just rantings, but let me be this way. Its the only way i can feel better now.
I know if I dun change, soon, very soon I'll face the consequences, the ugly and harsh reality. Someone... save me.

ZZzz

2008-11-09T02:48:00.000+08:00

Attended Cassie's bdae chalet on fri @downtown east with huiyi, claudine, chloe and melissa. Had a good time though we went only for a short while. HAPPY BDAE CASSIE! Thanks to claud's parents who sent us back to cck area! Its soooo sickening that most chalets are in the east grrr.
Backtracking, I had a surprise of my lifetime on thurs night. Since BGS class was cancelled to let us do our research, we went back a lil earlier. I was feeling tired due to the lack of sleep the night before to rush for presentation for thurs, so was having a nap at home when I received a call from moo. The conversation stopped after a while and moo says he can't talk on phone cos his sergeant is there so we smsed a lil. I fell asleep after a while then saw his msg asking me to go down at abt 9 to get a present which he asked his bro to pass to me. Not knowing wat it is I fell asleep again after much excitment. At near 9.30 I was awoken from a phone call from moo asking me to go down and get the present. I was panicking cos I overslept and forgot to set an alarm. Apologizing and going down at the same time, we kept talking on the phone. I was just out of the lift when i saw dearie. !!! can u imagine the shock i had? It was not exactly a shock but more of a pleasant surprise. I was like stunned for so long i tot i wasn't awake yet. 'Dearie?' Cos its his confinement week, having his field camp tml. So i was super super surprised. Apparently he was out for a health check up, the 7 of them who signed up to hear more abt the air force. It was so lucky and blessed of us, so at least I saw him just before he went for the gruesome camp.
He booked in again on fri, and that was the night i went for the chalet.
Today moo had a busy day, only managed to call at 10.30 when its lights out. talked to him for a while and yea..hope that field camp will be ok for him =)

=)

2008-10-23T09:36:00.000+08:00

=)) Dearie is booking out on fri, should be reaching pasir ris at 7pm. This is uber cool yay! hehehe... Here's a song from corrine may..enjoy ^^.

Dont what you do to me but
Everytime I'm with you its a natural high
its like re-discovering Eden with chocolate-coated rainbows and cotton candy skies
And everytime you look my way I wish i had the guts to say
There's something in your eyes
Something in your smile
Something in the way you move me
You make me want to sing Make me want to dance Make me want to cry
I'm falling in love with you.

I think i'll hire Cupid
He'll make you see I'm more than your friend
You'll be tossing and turning Counting the hours til you see me again
And when we meet you'll Kiss my hand and say the words I've longed to hear

I'm counting down =)

Ahhh updates

2008-10-20T01:44:00.001+08:00

1 mth of inactivity. Ok to kinda 'add a new post', here's an old song from SHE titled 魔力. Its a song i really like, also dedicated to dearie. Thank you for being with me through the rough times. Wish u a speeeedy recovery =). (oh and thanks to sister bear for her patient wait at NUH for 2 and half hrs LOL)

Also, met some MOE peeps last fri at cck interchange for dinner. It was a simple yet fun dinner. Its been like 5 mths since i left, yet can still vividly rmb those times we have our lunch together. I miss them. Jiayou calvin, faizal, huiyi and I for our studies, jiayou calvin, weijie and faizal for work! Yea its not easy for us, but lets perservere on yea. Hope there's another gathering soon, of cos with the expanded TC empire. Chee Meng u must be there next time, this time round we decided only to include the west side ppl so u must be present for the next!

Okies here's the song. Good luck to me. I need that. And LOTSA love for everyone! Love makes the world go round, not money =)

i have you to be with

everything will be easy

晒的阳光淋的雨滴

都值得回忆

i have you to be with

才懂心不够近才怕距离

心电感应绝不断讯

会如影随形

曾灰心以为我来错了世界

太多想法很另类找不到人了解

当我说的感觉牵动着你的脸

互动的泪让我们变得特别

你是我的魔力想要勇敢就想你

一眨眼睛把不如意

都变成流星

你是我的魔力心情不好我就想你

删除忧郁复制甜蜜

笑容不结冰

幸福是间电影院

没有单人的座位

要肩并肩

才能看好戏上演

Day 2

2008-09-16T23:46:00.000+08:00

Yet another day passed w/o cow's presence. On a typical tuesday, afternoon (cos he'll only be awake at that time), I'll receive his sms, telling me to work hard and jiayou...and my whole day's motivation would be to see him again at night...but well..today...
Looking at the bright side, I'll say my motivation changed. Now I look forward to hearing cow's calls at night. Hearing his voice makes me smile, and knowing that he's all well makes me feel relieved. From his side, things are going well. He's booking out on 28th! I'm thinking of wat food and drink to get for him hmmmm.. Anyways, lets all Jiayou =)
Saw Kenny and Lian Shun at the pasar malam just now, lol they told me lotsa impt and interesting things abt bmt, and told me more abt what cow will be going through. Dearie called back at 10 just now, and i really wanna poooof right to him. Hahahhaa..its not 12 yet, but im feeling tired already. No mood, not much incentive to be online. Gonna sleep soon, wake up and do homework tml. Take care all..

NS

2008-09-15T13:40:00.001+08:00

Cow went for NS today, and the feeling is really terrible. Sent him off to pasir ris in the morning, and came back again. Here I am blogging how i feel but i'll cut it short. Gonna do my homework for now, haven done any for the weekends cos i just wanted to spend time with him. Having 2 tuition sessions later, so gonna rush homework though i really have no mood to do it. 2 weeks... 2 more weeks..My hp gonna be damn quiet now, I wont be able to see him at night now...No more fetching from tuitons, no more of asking if I ended school, no more of asking me to jiayou for school thru smses.. I mss you T.T . Xianyee also gonna leave in 12 days time...I'll pull through =(

Revived?

2008-09-14T18:39:00.000+08:00

Yet after a long period of inactivity, here I am, blogging on the night before dear leaves for NS. I'll be going with him tml to pasir ris at least, but its too painful for me to stay at tekong alone while he's in. I'll see how then. Hmm...2 weeks. yea 2 weeks can pass fast, but this particular 2 weeks...I'll just have to hang on for 2 years. I can do it!
ahhhhhhhhhhh.... I dunno wat to say. Haven done my homework yet. Guess tml I'll finish it. Won't be in the mood to play any games too. Alrights..time to go meet those peeps for some mid autumn festival gathering. Laterz.

*how am i gonna sleep tml*

2nd day of school

2008-08-22T03:04:00.000+08:00

Ok 2nd day of school just passed. It wasnt as bad as i thought, just that its really tiring. This week's Creative thinking class is postponed to sat, so lesson only started at 10.15, which i was late for =(. Next week, with CT on at 8.30 and tuition after class, my whole day of 'work' will be till 9.30. Its like...13 hrs zz ? Only superwomen can do that. How am I going to handle this... sobs. My pillars of support cant be there for me all the time. I need to learn. And how so? Time will teach precious lesson...I'm sooo tired.

First day of school

2008-08-20T01:05:00.000+08:00

Okies first day of school wasnt too bad. My Prof for Financial Accounting is a korean guy, and a humourous one. He intro-ed himself like this. "Son of my father and mother. Husband of my wife." Zzzz lol. He had a long intro of this mod and himself, which i think was a good way to start the first day of school hahaa. The only thing is...each lesson is 3 hrs long! Omg...3 hrs...its bad enough to be sitting down there listening (and participate "actively), not to mention the profs who have to talk for like ...3 hrs? Gosh.. Where's my lappy top. Hmm thurs gonna be a long day..Hope lessons wun be that dry. <3 moo

Start of School

2008-08-18T23:49:00.000+08:00

School starts tml!! Omg omg omg. I'm ok with school, just that I dun have my lappy yet sobs. Hope i can get it asap. Gonna go school with mixed feelings haha... first lesson, hope it'll be nice. Gonna update blog again tml. Till then....time for dota!

2008-08-07T23:23:00.000+08:00

Oh my...nearly one month of inactivity!
Attended SMU's camp last week, FTB and Bondue. Both camps were fun, and had wonderful team members. Made friends, and achieved my goal of going to camps xD.
Aunt brought back some things from Taiwan, fake eyelashes in a box of 10 pairs, cheap and cute chiffon tops. Shall be uploading the pics soon so do keep a lookout! P.s The Dainty Design Masks are still on sale @ $0.90 each! Also, new tops are for sale at Vanity sweets! Interested? Take a look at our web, the link is at the side =)
Gonna marshal for WCG@suntec tml. Hope there'll be as little technical errors as possible, and of cos make as little mistakes as possible. Hee...

CIP

2008-07-15T00:25:00.000+08:00

My calender is getting so full. Went to ECP on sat for our Sandcastle Training, part of the CIP that i'm in now. 3 hrs in the sun, learning how to build those huge sandcastles with tools, right amt of water. Lotsa physical work needed, and cos most of us din want sand to get into our pants, we squatted, resulting to backache. Think I'll just wear FBT there and sit right on the sand this coming weekend. Yea the training consists like 4 or 5 sessions in all. One may wonder why there's a need for so many training sessions, its just building of sandcastles! But trust me, its not as easy as it seems (not that hard too with the right skills and patience). I'll take a pic of wat we've done on sat. Anyways, all these are actually for children in the home, kinda forgot wats the name of that home. Its under En Communittee services, and we'll be inviting them to build the sandcastles along with us on finale day.

Selling donation tickets tml, it'll be a full day from 11 to 9 all the way at bedok. I din choose that location T.T but its not that bad, now that i've got crisis core in bro's psp. At least there's smth to occupy me on the train, not to mention that gum is also going for tml's trip. I predict muscle ache in the legs, but nvm....gambatte!!

lost voice

2008-07-06T10:41:00.000+08:00

oh freak, i lost my voice. When i attempts to talk i sounds like a toad. Somebody save me!!

back!

2008-06-30T12:57:00.000+08:00

Ahhh....been a week since I'm back! Feeling a lil lazy, but its a good time to slack for awhile and recharge. Soon, in about a months time school shall start. Ty dear moo for the cam =)

Faith & Ian's room. Yunxu and I slept here, its so cosy!

Grandpa, aged but sooo healthy and strong xD

Their roadside stall, omg so many shoes! They're so spoilt for choices, but i din buy. Merely walked past and took a snapshot.

Thats baby shayne with grandpa. Ok she's not really a baby already...but soooo cute~

Where aunt stays, nice o

Group photo! Yunxu, grandpa and aunt with shayne (oops should have taken half body pic cos grandpa was wearing his shorts)

another close up of her hehe

lol see the way she sits

Us at Hagen Daz, yummy!

Starbucks in such an ancient setting, power!

crab meat xiao long bao, yuuuuuummy!

tang bao (soup-filled bun), drunk from a straw, its delicious and HOT!

Latest pointed toe covered shoes designed by Ian LOL (he stuck paper cups at the airport to the shoes!)

2008-06-19T22:38:00.000+08:00

asdasd. Its thurs night. Okies gonna be back in 4 days! happy bdae to dumbo ooops i mean cute (eeew) sis. Hehehehe u're 14 already right. Time to treat my bears in a more bearmane (humane) way yea?
There are still mozzies around. I wonder why i always get bitten. Its either i'm more warm or my blood is too tasty. Eh i wun mind if they're sipping fats but hey thats my blood u mozzies. wait till i get the electric swap and zap u all. ( i tried zapping but i missed and the mozzie went out of sight already!) Umm i think i'll upload the pics and videos when i get back, kinda troublesome to do it now cos i might want to do some editing (e.g make the face look smaller and such LOL) anyways, watched "The Devil wears prada" just now (dvd). its a nice nice nice show, better than i expected. Nice story line, and erm..showcase of stuffs lol.
New shopping list i just got from the video call with mum and the rest. It includes wallet, belts, bag, shirt, purse. Hope I can get them with the remaining money i have. Anyways i'm buying some masks back to sell. Hope can earn us a lil pocket money with that. Okies signing off from here. Wait for me singapore!

Day 1 in shanghai!

2008-06-15T00:58:00.000+08:00

asdasd. Ok i think this might work.
I'M IN SHANGHAI! Okies there's no time lag between shanghai and sg, which is a good thing cos it'll be convinient for me to contact those peeps in sg. But wait a min, wat happened to my autoroam? zzz so gg-ed. So my "only" form of communication would be thru this blog and msn i guess (they're free!)
Okies a brief walk thru. Flight (which was pretty ok) to shanghai, dinner with a large group of ppl (quite enjoyable) and back to aunt's home (where I'm now). Their home is very similar to those in sg. I think i'm nuts. The interior of homes can be like anything as long as u have the money to change it accordingly. U can even make it look like some chambers of the egyptian king.
Anyways, one thing abt the food though, there aint much spicy food. Shopping tml, hope there'll be some nice bargains.

Overseas trip

2008-06-13T23:03:00.000+08:00

Yipee...in 12 hrs time, I'll be on the plane flying to shanghai. Been anticipating this trip (as can be seen from my previous posts) but on the other hand, ah well. 3 Days of "off-days" is tooooo short for me, esp when tuition still continues. What to do, thats my (only) source of income for now. Umm, 8 days there. I miss everyone, esp...ahh u know who. Shall be taking lotsa pics, videos, and hope i can upload them daily so that everyone gets first hand information of wats happening. ok its 11, time to sleep.

New stuffs

2008-06-08T19:38:00.000+08:00

Its a weekend totally spent at home, yea pretty much with mixed feelings. Gonna be leaving for shanghai next sat morning, and will be back by 22nd. A few more days and another month would have passed. Sigh. Can't wait for school to start, yet i know school life will be damn busy and stressful. 2 more months...just 2 more.
I need to borrow some books and read. Or find smth meaningful to do. I need to. Once i get my lappy and am back from shanghai, i'll be able to fully concentrate on selling masks and those stuffs that i'll be bringing back. hang on ah shan.
Speaking of which, Vanity Sweets (www.vanitysweets.blogspot.com) was updated by shan some time ago ! New pretty shorts at very cheap prices..do check it out! Btw, there's a link at the right hand side --->
Okies gonna sign off for now.

Day1

2008-05-31T18:07:00.000+08:00

5.57pm. Finished 4 rounds of dota. Dear is in genting now. I hope he's enjoying himself there. Din meet up with xy, woke up late and feeling too tired to go out too. But I shall be meeting cheryl tml, need to go for a walk and catch up on old times. My flight to shanghai with grandpa is confirmed, Sat, 14 Jun 2008, 1010 hrs at T3, gonna reach shanghai at 1530 hrs. Thanks sooo much to san yi for the sponsored trip..its one of the biggest gift I recieved so far. That'll be round 2 of being apart T__T, and its 8 days! Bah...treat it as a form of warming up, might help when he goes to ns. I'm sooooo tired, and mum says the dark rings are getting scary LOL. Gah gah..i shall sleep earlier today. Looking forward to meeting cheryl tml, not to say dear's return on monday afternoon hehehe. umm...sat's night programme...watch tv >.<

In office

2008-05-28T16:54:00.001+08:00

Okies here I am, alone in the office with nth on hand to do. Finally the problem of logging in to blogger is solved and thanks soooo much to dear cow for the help on the archives (it din show up previously).
Life's been like a rollercoaster to me esp for the past few months, and I bet alot of us felt that way. From pre A's to post A's, to work, to waiting of uni results and such. Most prob I'll be registering with smu, and hope to do well. Of cos I'll have to study damn hard, but it shouldn't be much of a prob, not with cow in ns, xy overseas, hy, shan and the rest in other schools. Gotta save for lappy, and of cos school fees which are damn ex. Not like I can help it but still, I really want to have a break before school starts.
Gonna fly to shanghai with grandpa on the 14 till 22 this coming june. Anticipating it cos 1) Haven seen San Yi and the rest for a long time 2)never visited them in shanghai b4! 3)haven went overseas for 5 to 6 years already. It'll be nice to travel and take a break, but I'll miss cow so badly :/ 9 more days to end of work yay! But the income lost is T_T.
Shall be meeting ratty this sat, and cheryl this sun. Baka worm why must u work this sat. Anyways we'll definitely find time to meet up again. I'm glad that u like the school and its environment.
I hate roaches. And the office is infested with it. damn.

2008-05-10T18:10:00.000+08:00

Okies.. a few peeps have "complained" that my blog seems dead. It is actually lol. Had been busy the past few weeks. Day time work, giving tuition after work, and of cos the long long anticipated new life with Cow. Yep Cow. Maybe I'll reveal more abt him slowly. Just came back from vivo with cow. Met after work, and packed dinner (sushi and long john) and sat at the rooftop garden chilling and chat while we ate. Its a place at night =).

Here's my rough plan for the days ahead. Work at MOE till 10th June. Rest for 2 days and hopefully can work at the IT fair. After which I'll have abt 1 week to rest and spend more time with cow, before flying to shanghai to visit aunt. I miss all of them...esp the kids. Should be staying there for abt 1 week, before coming back with them for their summer holidays. After which will be abt 1 mth of free from work, full of play and time with cow before school officially starts in late july. Pretty happy with the plan, just that it troubles me that cow shall be starting his ns in late sept. I'll miss him so much I wun know wat to do. Working tml at suntec, hope it'll be a fun job and looking forward to meeting cow after his work too.

Pls pls pls trust me. Pls.

shop opening

2008-04-25T03:18:00.000+08:00

Hey Peeps...Blogshop is up! Do visit http://www.vanitysweets.blogspot.com/ and take a look! =)

More updates!

2008-04-19T14:28:00.000+08:00

Umm...sore throat is getting better, but not my cold. Can't breathe properly with a blocked nose, not to say sleep well. Was feeling terrible in office, but there are just some things in life that will keep everything going right =) Pls pls let me recover soon, I dowan to spend my weekend in bed.

Here are more photos that we took last fri, part II of steven's farewell "party".

Photos of the dinner we had at Vivo's Swensens. Do make a reservation if u're going during the weekend, cos the waiting time we had was zzz. (it was a last min decision to eat at swensens)

Yay....Salad! Looks yummy right? Well it tasted good!

Delicious seafood pasta~ Oh my I'm hungry again.

After dinner, time to take photos!

Us at the open rooftop garden of vivo..

Picture of our shadows =)

Human Evolution, nice?!? but look at the 2nd one.. CMI LA. LOL!!!!LOLOL! That was me!!! No hands !! AHAHHAHAA. Srry guys I spoilt such a nice pic. Rofl.

Hahahaha...nice time spent with u peeps..lets have a similar one again! =)

livejournal

2008-04-18T15:19:00.000+08:00

Down with a cold and sore throat..damn. Lousy Weather, lack of sleep etc etc. Wanted to update post ystd but when I publish blogspot couldn't be connected. Great. Shall do that during weekends. Anyways, new online business is coming soon! Shan and I gonna sell clothes and stuff, shall update again when things are settled. In the meanwhile, do visit

http://flawedz.livejournal.com/3217.html

and give shan ur support! Do help to spread the word around too!

Updates

2008-04-16T23:44:00.000+08:00

Okies..better update before xy gives me a lawn mower, if that happens I`ll become a dead bear LOL. Workload has been rather light this few days, after the exercise for teachers to update their particulars or smth liddat ended. My task to help do global redeg is also done. Mission accomplished.

Here are some photos taken on calvin's 21st bdae.

10 of us....our usual lunch group =), bdae boy is the 3rd one from the left, in white.

9 of us at MOE HQ ktv lounge with michelle. It was steven's last day of work (guy in grey at the middle) so we had fun there making use of the 1 hr lunch break. Apparently we went for a 1 and half hrs break. Bah its ok..there was an event right? hehehe. Anyways, steven u'll be missed.

Stuck

2008-04-08T03:15:00.000+08:00

Black Monday. Zzz. As if monday blues weren't bad enough, the I had to be stuck and late for work cos some accident happened at cck mrt station, which caused train service from yew tee to bukit gombak to be terminated for an hr. Luckily I was stuck with sis and wei jie instead of being alone. I would have been so lost I bet I'll just walk home and cont sleeping and take the day off. Lol wat a pig.
It just happened to be that train that we boarded that stopped service. I was still gloating that we managed to be in time for the straight train service to pasir ris via JE, and then.. GG. Hurried down to the cab stand and was quite glad we are like the 7th in queue. But guess wat? The working class just called and booked the cab, and not long after there were no more cab service. Gosh. After abt 20 mins we saw the buses dispatched to ferry the ppl, but there were simply too many (anxious and some turned violent)commuters that we tot it'll be better to take the train in opp direction to somewhere further to try get a cab. After we reached kranji, an hr has passed, and train service resumed zz. Luckily I din have to work 1 extra hr to compensate back. So understanding of them =)
Then at work, a part of the system was down, and emails started to flood in. Gosh.
Went to my tuition after work (thanks calvin for the ride) and I'm soooo tired. 45 mins to revise a subject. Its damn challenging.
Right. Where's my mp3 player. Just when I need it to save some files, and after I placed some of my new songs in this had to happen. I hope its not lost. Better search for it when i'm in a better shape to do so. Pretty zonked out by now. Wanted to play dota but b-net's in use. Can't be helped cos its not my cd key. I'm thinking of what game to buy next (currently playing Heroes V but getting bored) . Or maybe I should just start and sleep at 11 everynight. Umm...
Most prob going to party world this weekend with those peeps. I can't wait to hear them sing ahhahahahaa. That is if we really go for it.
Wordy post. Going off for now...

argh

2008-03-30T04:20:00.000+08:00

I feel like screaming my head off. Argh.

KTV mania

2008-03-24T14:23:00.000+08:00

Ok...I'm a lil addicted to ktv. That's bad cos its not very cheap. Grr but I like to sing there T__T went to the Party World with gummy, jy and shan ystd, too bad xy couldn't go. I hope gummy dun feel too sian cos I know u went for our sake. I learnt a canto song yay! The pronounciation is not accurate though hahaha..

Went to kuishinbo with cheryl, wen ting and huiling just now for lunch. Miss them sooo much..its been like donkey years since I saw ting and I couldn't recognise her with her long hair! she said the same thing to me too lol. ok the food was fabulous as usual, but I think the company was better...had a nice time catching up with them while we enjoyed our food. Sigh..couldn't get the Guess wallet I wanted. Not like I'm too rich and wants some branded wallet, but mine is like spoilt for so long and I was thinking if it looks nice and can last for like 3-4 years, maybe its worth the "investment"? Lol. There's always like a thousand reasons/excuses when u wanna get smth. Here's a nice song from JJ (:

林俊杰 - 期待你的爱

My Life 一直在等待
空荡的口袋
想在裡面放一份爱
Why 总是被打败
真的好无奈
其实我实实在在
不管帅不帅
想要找回来自己的节拍
所以这一次
我要勇敢大声说出来

期待期待你发现我的爱
无所不在我自然而然的关怀
妳的存在心灵感应的方向
我一眼就看出来
是因为爱

我猜你早已发现我的爱
绕几个弯越靠近越明白
不要走开
幸福的开始就是放手去爱
想要找回来自己的节拍
所以这一次
我要勇敢大声说出来

期待期待你发现我的爱
无所不在我自然而然的关怀
妳的存在心灵感应的方向
我一眼就看出来
是因为爱

我猜你早已发现我的爱
绕几个弯越靠近越明白
不要走开
幸福的开始就是放手去爱
幸福的开始就是放手去爱

shopping spree

2008-03-18T12:12:00.000+08:00

Ohoho...half day of work today was shiok. Went to Plaza Sing with Cheryl after having lunch with the lunch khakis. Bought 5 tops and new foundation. Lol considered a spree since I dun usually buy clothes (def not 5 at a time). But I need some more for work ma...(excuses). Went to Guess and wanted to get a wallet for myself, but gah they din have any nice one thats worth the value. Next time then =(. I need a new pair of shoes, a bag (maybe thats a want not a need). Zzz can't spend so much. Better prioritise my to-buy list. Good fri this week. Yay.. On the other hand, I rather the hol take place next mon. Fri seems like a better day to work since everyone is in a more relaxed mode knowing that weekend is approaching.

如果有一天我回到从前
回到最原始的我
你是否会觉得我不错
如果有一天我离你遥远
不能再和你相约
你是否会发觉我已经说再见
当你的眼睛瞇着笑
当你喝可乐当你找
我想对你好你从来不知道
想你想你也能成为嗜好
当你说今天的烦恼当你说夜深睡不着
我想对你说却害怕都说错
好喜欢你知不知道
如果有一天梦想都实现
回忆都成了永远
你是否还记得今天
如果有一天我们都发觉
原来什么都可以无论是否还会停留在这里
也许可是让我想得太多
也许该回到没我梦里和相遇
就毫不犹豫大声的说我要说
当你的眼睛瞇着笑当你喝可乐当你找
我想对你好你从来不知道
想你想你也能成为嗜好

Sat trip

2008-03-16T15:15:00.000+08:00

Alright... its 11.33 and I'm hardly sleepy. Woke up at 3 today and its the first time since ages ago that I could sleep till late afternoon, not that I had no free days to sleep in, but my body clock somehow wakes me up latest around 12+.
I must have been soooo tired from the activities on sat. Met xy and gum at lot 1 to have pastamania for lunch, then hopped to NUS for their open house. Umm was kinda shocked to know how high their standard is. I mean...we all know NUS is like a very good uni and it aint exactly easy to get in. We were at the booth for business when a conversation between us and a lady (which I presume is from office of admissions) took place. It went like this.
Us : " Is there a need for interview to get into business faculty?"
Her : "well interview is only needed for 2 groups of students, the top few and btm few."
Us : " why?"
Her : "the top few that applied for scholarships will need to go through an interview, while the btm few which maybe falls under discretionary admission or if their grades are barely there will also need an interview."
Us : " So what is the borderline grades that you were talking abt?"
Her : "Umm..what is ur results?"
One of Us : "what about AAC and a B for GP?"
Her : " Yea I think that falls under the borderline cases."

Shocking. Our jaws dropped and there were silence for a few seconds. Ok AAC and a B for GP (not my results) aint the perfect results, but are you sure that is considered a borderline case? Well maybe if all those with straight A's apply then maybe it'll be borderline. But that's not the case right? Oh well...it made us feel demoralised, but what she said was based on past years intake, which had a diff grading system and of cos, it wouldn't be fair to compare like this. Its just a reference.

Anyways, shan and I then went to marina to join the temp staffs at our working place - "da lunch khakis", 10 of them (1 dint go) for a movie, step 2. Its a nice show and those that like street dance and stuff should check it out. Thanks to wei jie for booking the tix b4 hand cos the queue was like ... long. Yep and dinner after that at suntec's foodcourt, followed by arcade. Zz was owned playing HOTD4. Omg this is smth I must mention, this wei jie ah completed virtual cops. Completed! I gg-ed after only like 7 mins?(even with hints on where the hostage will appear and not to shoot at them, I still killed 3, accidentally) Damn zai...Worth it for a $1 token game lol.

Ok after arcade it was like 10, and 6 of us (with shan's fren) decided to go party world and sang. (wanted to go earlier but not all wanted to go so it had to be the last activity). Steven helped to booked the room at 11pm, so we made outselves there. Lol pretty fun, and as usual shan sang very well. Her pitching is good. and her high pitch makes her very suited for rainie's songs. Lol. I feel like going there again.. but its costly ya. Considering that its a sat night and its like 11pm, $25 each should be an ok price, cheaper than kbox. But still..ah well. Once in a blue moon hehe.
Was a lil zombified by 2am..so couldn't sing properly already. The session ended at 3am, and we shared cabs home. Only uncle meng (he got this nick cos the songs he sang was like "retro") took night rider. Fun fun... I wanna go for such trips again xD.
Time to sleep, working half day tml cos they having some event in the afternoon..will be meeting cheryl and get our stuffs .

2008-03-15T11:09:00.000+08:00

1 week at MOE has passed. How times fly. Gonna go for NUS open house tml with shan, gummy and xy, hope to get some info from there. After that will be outing with the temp/perm staffs at work. They are all very easy going and fun loving peeps so I bet it'll be a nice trip. gratz to cheryl for her good results xD. We shall go to kuishinbo soon!

Rain me Money

2008-03-13T15:37:00.000+08:00

Rain me money pls. Life sucks even with money in the pocket...what happens when there is like barely enough for me to get into uni. Yea with work I can afford to enjoy some movies or meals....but uni life is approaching soon, very soon. Kids with rich parents are sitting in their room playing games with their laptop everyday with air con on, while the average peeps like us are subjected to the cruelty of the outside world. Work aint that bad....but who wants to work if they can afford to sit at home and bathe themselves in luxuries. 3 more months to start of school. Pls let everything go smoothly.

end of 3rd day of work

2008-03-12T15:45:00.000+08:00

okies srry to have made some worry abt my previous post. maybe hormones was trying to act funny, though I still have an issue over that unhappiness caused. End of 3rd day of work at MOE HQ. Been pretty ok...work load isn't exactly heavy, I'll consider it light instead. However I'm still new to it so will take some time to do things right. Hope I wun screw things up and nth goes ugly. The good thing is...I have a wonderful team of ppl to work with. They treated Johnathan (who had his last day of work on tues and handed over to me) and I to lunch ystd at Yu Hua restuarant or smth like that which I know wasn't cheap. And I love it when I get to buy coffees. Not that I want to become a kopi girl, but its a nice break from the com and get up to walk around. And oh....the lifts there don't have buttons for ppl to choose the lvl that they want to go to. The officers there will press the button of the lvl they are going to on a panel located around the lifts and see which lift is assigned to that lvl. Makes things more efficient...and cool. The sad thing is...mine is not the temp pass the rest of the temp staff have. Which means I can't use it to beep the door. Luckily I made some frens there already...just in case I'm stuck outside I can always call for help xD. Thats all for today. gtg have some sleep already.

Happy bdae lishan and cheryl!

Fucked up msn

2008-03-10T14:24:00.000+08:00

Msn is fucking fucked up. Thats all I can say. Whoa very vulgar? I'm freaking pissed off. Enough is enough. So what if my results are like not bad. Its fucking pissing me off when its so damn unfair. I work the hardest, I study the most. In the end what do I get? Main point? You dun reap what u sow most of the time. I dun care if this is gonna be the way I behave for a long time to come. I just feel like screaming my head off as if there's no one else in this world. Do as you deem fit.

Peon work work

2008-03-02T19:31:00.000+08:00

okies...end of the 2 days of torture. Giving out flyers had been an eye opener for me. Most importantly made me realise how ppl's attitude can affect another's mood. Wasn't an easy job for me...standing for hrs made my legs ache, and the hands are not spared too. Giving out balloon was fun, though the tangled strings almost made me vomit blood trying to untangle them.
One of the worst thing that can happen when u're holding a bunch of balloons is, when the wind gets so strong, and u're trying to hold on to the balloons. And to realise after it that....holy...the strings are all tangled! Zzzz.
Anyways, thanks to ght for invitation to the work. Its an experience i guess. And kinda nice that most working there are also ex regenites. The long-time-no-see weicai, amanda, even my own ex classmates like siang wee, lianshun, swee siang, zhen fu.
Now that I know how hard it is to stand for hrs and give out flyers hoping that some strangers will take it, I'll be sure to either take it and say "thank you", or reject politely and say "no thanks". Its not fun at all seeing some F***** take the flyer while he's talking, walk and tears it into pieces and throws into the bin not further than 4m away from u. Seriously.
Watched "L-change the world" just now. Its nice, worth watching. Though the idea of the whole show is not original (media club external instructor once said before-"all storys have been told. Its only how its being told"), at least the plot unfolds nicely. It does succeed in painting L as the hero, and I'm sure those not already L's fan might have been touched too.
But I have my doubts too. How da heck did they get the guns from? Is it so easy to be psycho-ed into doing such evil things like wat the "environmentalists" did? Didn't anyone else in the world realise some murder took place at the research centre? Umm...anyways..no plot is perfect yea, but still worth watching =)
Damn I dint know the colour of my jeans would run. Srry sis it stained ur shoes. Gah gah gah...not really been a smooth day for me.

New Blogskin

2008-02-29T23:06:00.000+08:00

New Blogskin! I just lov blogskins with black background, it creates such a contrast with other neon colours. A lil pinkish but its ok! I have one prob though...the archives just can't seem to be moved to the bottom, but if I remove the cbox it'll be in place. Help!

Thats when i Love you

2008-02-29T06:17:00.000+08:00

Ahhhh nice song <3

Sane

2008-02-27T19:10:00.000+08:00

I'm trying to keep my sanity. The wait for results, the uncertainty abt everything, the occasional fed-up-but-can't-do-shit feeling. Crazy. lol. Anyways...good luck to all those out there. And I certainly hope gummy and I can get many tutees, which means more pay haha. Rain me money.

Here's a song that caught my attention the first time i heard it. I'm not sure how long has this song been around already though. Should be from some movie or Tv serial. The lyrics, is another thing that caught my attention.

Artist: Aslyn Song: That's When I Love You
When you have to look away
When you dont have much to say
Thats when I love you
I love you, just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
Thats when I love you
I love you, endlessly
And when your mad cuz you lost a game
Forget Im waiting in the rain
Baby i love you,I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
WhenI love you no matter what
So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made you cry
Thats when I love you
I love you a little more each time
And when you cant quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
Thats when I love you
I love you, more than youll know
And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you get when you show up late
Baby I love you, I love you anyway

There's a video on this song, quite nicely done and touching. Pls watch if u're free <3

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xm6JmLaDAQM&feature=related

Then here's another version, with the original story in <3

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YxCSgj2LelI&NR=1

kuishinbo

2008-02-26T09:35:00.000+08:00

Okies... here are the photos as mentioned in the earlier post. (damn makes me hungry again)

I've got the biggest serving among them ahahhaa.. Food portion looks small..but its big serving really.

My first plate - sushi, scallop, salmon, tuna and squid sashimi (eew dun like the squid raw)

My second plate - scallop with creamy mayo, soft shelve crab, fish, chicken and tempura prawn

Third plate shared by all 4 - teppanyaki chicken and beef (this is delicious!) Had another plate of dory fish but was too plain so din like it.

Jap style chicken soup with vege (shared by all, pretty salty), the soup is contained with folded paper!! and there's a solid fuel to heat the soup. Amazed at the special paper they use.

Beef Soup also shared by all 4. also salty but i prefer this.

An all-time fav of jap cuisine, Chawamushi each shared by 2 ppl, its taste is fantastic, smooth and makes one craves for more!

My pre-dessert plate. More salmon sashimi (which all came in very large piece), lil bit of potato and pumpkin salad, crab mayo, lobster sushi, tuo luo sao (the one that doraemon likes) and a very plain tofu (which gummy and i din like)

After the main course, here comes the sweeties. Watermelon (my fav), honeydew, donuts (which tasted ok only), tarts and choc fondue marshmallows (think i spelt it wrongly, but anyways the choc hardened too fast, sobs dissapointed)

Ice cream! Green tea flavour on the left (with plenty of peanut chunks) and vanilla on the right

one cup each, I had the green tea ice cream which was super nice. The green tea taste wasn't strong but its sooooo nice even after such a heavy meal! And the ice cream (like the 7-eleven softee machine) was there for us to squeeze as much as we want! ^^. A pity we din have time to finish cos they close at 3pm. Next time i'll go earlier! xD (starts at 11.30 for weekdays, cost $29 for lunch buffet)

Post cabal

2008-02-24T17:36:00.000+08:00

Okies after playing a few hrs of Cabal Online (currently in Closed Beta), I feel that its a game worth trying. One thing abt it is the revolutionary style of combo mode first seen for MMORPG. Another would be the exp reward system whereby the longer a player stays offline, the more exp he/she gets . E.g like 200% of exp. If I'm not wrong, its the same as 9D ,so that players are encouraged to take a break ya.

Hmm..but one thing i tot was a lil dissapointing, was the graphics. Maybe I'm so used to Ge's graphics, but players looking out for fantastic graphics must really try GE. Its awesome (and u can afk train there too...provided other players dun de-lvl you >.<)

Anyways, wanted to blog abt the Yummy yummy japanese buffet Kuishinbo I had with gummy, xy and shan at Suntec, but was procrastinating as usual hahahaha. I took a photo of the things We (or I) ate, but eh...will need some time to upload. Here's 2 pic taken from shan's camara first.

Xy, gummy, me and Shan

Ok abt the 2nd pic...as it can be seen...that gummy couldn't control her laughter and our photo was taken by shan's camara on timer. Baka. Made us laugh non stop too, and it was terrible for our stomach cos we were too full by then. (Guess only Xy remained ready for the photo lol)

That's abt it... Photos of the yummy food in the next post ^^

Phone collection

2008-02-18T17:51:00.000+08:00

Went to Wisma today to collect back sis's phone. I really think this batch of phone model is in bad shape. Big thanks to gummy for going to town with me =D...if not i'd have gone alone. After collection we headed to Wheelocks for some window shopping, followed by one of our fav but ex activity...to the cafe! Hahaha...this time round was Coffee Bean.

Hers (left) - Ice blended pure choco, Mine (right) - Ice blended belgium choco

ok.. smth obviously diff from starbucks is the whipped cream. Not enough ya? A lil too sweet for me too, but I still like the taste =D Personally like this much more than Gloria Jeans coffee. Was so tempted to buy a sandwich there to eat. If u look at the price u'll know why i decided not to lol.

Next, Went to Heeren's in an attempt to find some nice accessories for my hp. Saw a shop that sells super pretty but very ex art stuff. How i wish I can have those =( Went on a lil detour to get my fav mascara first. Its original price is $12+, and gummy couldn't decide if she should buy though she tot its pretty ok too. I give it a 4/5 rating. With nice fibre, a few coats give much fuller and longer lashes than other brand that claims to have the same effect. Its at a pretty reasonable price too. Can be used as a base like wat xy do, or simply keep coating till ur desired effect. 1/5 missing cos of clumps that may occur after like 2 months? (but its due to the fibre ya)

The impt thing was.. its was at a holla price of $3.90 only, promotion! We din know and was shocked. Thus we decided to buy 2 each. Cmon its such a good steal. Promotion while stock last. Spread the words =)

Decided to take 190 with gummy to BBP to get dinner for sis and I. Bought sushi =0 Its soooo yummy. We're salmon lovers...notice the salmon sushi dominating top row. That space was err...cos I ate one on my way home =x

Yay...gonna eat kuishinbo with gummy, xy and ls on wed. Hope mel and le can come too. I can't wait. Com coming tml evening...hahahaha. And yes! Baby shayne is fine now <3

Can anyone find out wat's the special thing abt this post? No prize for the right ans though ^^

Yup its this. Heh.

Results?

2008-02-16T17:25:00.000+08:00

Getting the jittery feeling. Exactly when are results coming out? Not that i wanna know. I just can't stand the suspense anymore. This torment...let it be over, and then planning can take place. Not much options, I can only cross my fingers and hope for the best now. Havent been sleeping well, hope it gets better. The future seems bleak. The last time i felt like this was...roughly 2 years ago? hah. Goner. New pc should be arriving on tuesday.

Must do smth to cheer up. May baby shayne have a speeeeeedy recovery. U'll be fine soon babe.

Happy CNY

2008-02-11T06:20:00.000+08:00

okies....barely a few days and CNY is already almost over. Fifth Day now...ang bao collection is halting T_T. lol that's not the point. Saw fabulous lion and dragon dance at grandma house...will find a time to edit and up the video.
Maybe if i can choose...I wanna remain as kid. Growing up to this age reveals much more then i wanted to know. The elderlys are getting sick and so fragile. I hope my old uncle recovers (not really sure of how to address him, he's my grandad's younger bro). At this point of life when he needed company and support the most, I dun see any much done by his family. Sad case.
Been at home for pretty long now. I enjoy this break, but still.. $$ must be earned. Lol gambatte. I think a new com is coming. =)

2008-02-02T15:47:00.000+08:00

rats. Just when I'm abt to post smth (after like 1 month) my modem dc-ed and it wasn't saved. Now i'm here thinking of wat i wanted to post. Erm...been bz working...job ended ystd. Thot it was time to try smth new, might help in deciding the kind of job i would like to have next time. Finally taking a break. Been to vivo several times lately to have dinner and stuff. Saw Fann wong, Mark Lee, Jack Neo and his production crew at the cineplex. Think it was their movie premiere. The crowd is ... surprisingly small. Anyways, had dinner at white dog cafe with that gumchek. Atmosphere was pretty nice...good place to chill, have dinner and just chat. Couldn't upload the pics...do it next time. I'm addicted to coffee. Lol. GE's not as fun as i thought. Anyways...laters.

2008-02-01T17:06:00.000+08:00

oo here's the photo of my cuppa and GC's mango pudding. She mistook the biscuit for the cinnamon LOL.

Our frappo at starbucks. 3 size 3 flavour. Mine's the biggest ahaha! Coffee addiction eh. I wanna drink more!

I am legend

2007-12-29T16:07:00.000+08:00

Okies....christmas is over! New year is just round the corner. It'll be a quiet start of a year. Soon gumchek, tai hou, with mel, ah le, lishan, jy, and 3 others gonna fly off to korea soon. They'll be having great fun and pls take lotsa photos!! Those sceneries...ahhh. As of why am i not going...limited budget ahahaa. Next time ya...
Anyways watched "I am legend" on fri. Its the most horror movie since i can rmb. Not that its gore, or gothic, or u know those ghostly show. The suspense....wah my heart can't take it. I was watching with the jacket rdy to cover my ears throughout the show. I realised i kept sinking into the seats...too scared. I jerk even when a door opens. I kept looking at my watch thinking how much longer b4 the movie ends. Not that its was a lousy movie, on the contary its great. I just feel too terrified. Weak heart lol. Those that like suspense movie give it a try.
Mad over soda green. I'm hungry. No link. Gonna shop tml ahah. Back to my tv then.

Merry christmas

2007-12-24T19:29:00.000+08:00

Merry christmas!!! Ahhaaa...still awake at this hr.. tonning at home. Didn't go out to have fun. I guess christmas spent with family is really nice too though we din much. Its just the time spent together ya. Maybe for New year...there can be some countdown gathering or smth? Oh yea..end of the month reminds me that i need to find work. Gonna change job. Not that I'm unhappy with the current one, its the travelling that makes me boil sometimes. If only its located somewhere nearer or easier to reach... Guess i wun leave. The peeps there are really nice. I can't wait for CNY. I have no idea why. The ang bao? or food? guess its the gathering. Ahahaha...
I really wanna know wat happened that made him thought that way.
Anyways...happy holiday!

su da lu

2007-12-17T15:22:00.000+08:00

Monday tml...gonna work again. Madly in love with the song Xiao Qing Ge by Su Da Lu. Its been around for some time already but the tune of the song just make me wanna sing along and enjoy it. Sobs can't find my charger for mp3. I wanna go kbox, anyone?
蘇打綠 -- 小情歌
這是一首簡單的小情歌
唱著人們心腸的曲折
我想我很快樂　當有你的溫熱
腳邊的空氣轉了
這是一首簡單的小情歌
唱著我們心頭的白鴿
我想我很適合　當一個歌頌者
青春在風中飄著
你知道　就算大雨讓這座城市顛倒
我會給你懷抱
受不了　看見你背影來到
寫下我　度秒如年難挨的離騷
就算整個世界被寂寞綁票我也不會奔跑
逃不了　最後誰也都蒼老
寫下我　時間和琴聲交錯的城堡

Warlords

2007-12-15T19:36:00.000+08:00

Went to have lunch with cheryl and pammy today at JP. Chatted for a while...updated each other and yea...they haven changed and I'm glad=). After that...met up with the cck gang and watched warlords. Pretty nice for me...the plot is kind of sad. The actors did a good job, really displayed their characters well. I like the scene where it shows the volley of arrows. Made me feel i was there too. Quite alot of bloody scenes...common for a battle show. Andy Lau's acting was the best i felt, followed by Jet Li. Actually Takeshi's acting is good too. Didn't expect him to act so well. Umm.. sad story on the whole. Shan't be a spoiler now. Go watch it peeps. Worth the money. =) Tai hou ah Tai hou ~ when u coming back T.T

Work

2007-12-11T12:14:00.000+08:00

Monday~ Back from work. Went to highlight hair with GC (ahahahaha back to being GC) ystd. Wanted smth like copper red but the choice was limited so...I wasn't prepared to see it as golden yellow. Gosh the colour contrast is huge cos i only highlighted the hair but didn't dye it. So its like black with yellowish gold strips? I need time to get used to it lol. If any of u see me u'll most prob be shocked. Ahhahahaa....should be meeting Siao Ling Si dudes this weekend...wonder wat their reaction will be =x

post prom part 2

2007-12-08T23:24:00.000+08:00

Okies...part II of the entry. More photos can be found at XianYee Aka Tai Hou's blog lol.

Me and Cassie

Sean and I

Jing Yi and I

Me, Gc and Pammy

Me, Xian Yee Aka Tai hou and Pammy (abit blurred)

Hui Yi and I at Taka with christmas tree behind

Prom

2007-12-05T20:30:00.000+08:00

OKies...proms over ystd! Its been a nice one..of cos with all the frens around..and seeing how everyone dressed up and looks so gorgeous. Went to GC's house earlier to teach her a crashcourse of Dota, then we make up and went to do our hair at Jean yip. $40..pretty ex...but we like the curls =) Couldn't recognise a number of frens really hahaha...they look so diff and pretty they can just call the name and we wonder who are they.

The host was great...he's Danial Ong from Perfect 10. Humerous and really livened up the whole event. The food was okok...prefered the cold dish more than the others. I won the lucky draw!! aiya consolation prize..kinokuniya vouchers. Abit dissapointed cos i was hoping to win the top few prizes that consist of ipod nano, camera and crumpler bag. But dun be so greedy la huh! lol.

Umm the doorgift was a normal looking pen...tot would have smth nicer.
Anyways...Jiale was one of the Prom Queen nominee..and got the consolation Award. Not bad la top 5 already! Ah le i'll always support u! Prom king wise...skip ba LOL.

Didn't go for post prom...have work the next day (which is today). Some photos here..

Class Pic

Group photo! - top row with me on left, then xy, then GC. Btm row, claud, lishan, mel, jiale

Gc, xy and me

Gc, Xy, me and claudine

Me & Jenny

Aye...save b4 smth happens. Gc says shes blogging for the 3rd time. Gosh.

Prom is coming!

2007-12-03T10:38:00.000+08:00

alrighties...experienced 2 days of work already. its pretty ok...its just the morning train crowd thats freaking me out. Lotsa ppl that rushes for work every morning and all the squeezing in the train...i'm practically smelling other ppl's hair every morning, thats how close ppl stand to each other. Not a familiar scene for me since I don't take public transports in the morning last time. Kinda took it for granted that morning travelling should be ok .. now i know.
Prom's coming up...just this tuesday. It'll be a memorable day...

Shopping

2007-11-28T17:10:00.000+08:00

Weee~ Gc bought her prom dress and heels today. I'm so glad i'm done shopping for prom. I get headaches just thinking abt the amt i spent zz. Anyways, i got smth for myself too! A new foundation yep yep. Time to change mine, i hope it'll turn out nice, cos its kinda ex. Anyways, got this nice looking hairband too. Umm i'm scared of town, all the walking and spending. Lucky prom shopping is over so...ahahaz anyways I'll be back soon cos i needa get smth else there. I'll be starting work soon...work work *sound of peon LOL* I dun find it a chore. I get happy just by thinking of money rolling into my pocket =) Need to find weekend job too...any lobangs pls tell meeeee! *desperately wants to work...abit crazy* Christmas is coming...and town is full of cosmetic gift packs sigh..tml shall be my off day. Away from town ahahaa...watching Enchanted with sis. Heard that its good. Should i sneak some snacks in? LOL.
*signs off and went to dota happily. NAH.*

Chalet

2007-11-26T09:47:00.000+08:00

Its so late. Ahah...went to tuition class chalet ystd but didn't managed to blog. So here I am.
Ok abt the overall...It's Damn FUn! Met GC, Monk, karen and pei zhen at 3 and when we reach there was only a few ppl. Its the hometeam one beside Cdans. Supposed to have ice breakers as it was a chalet for all his students, and Ms Tan's. But ehh..the ice breakers IC was late so..we started straight off with treasure Hunt.
Treasure Hunt was fun sia. We had to follow 3 clues on the paper and find the ans. The 1st one wasn't that bad..its at the clubhouse. 2nd and 3rd one...we had to go to little guiling. Well though we could have taken a bus there, most of us didn't have Ez-link and coins so oh well..anyways it was fun walking as a grp, it was kinda a long walk. Lol when we finally solved the ans we rushed back, cos we saw another group at the bus stop! omg they're taking a bus?!
In the end..the grp that won was...Muahhahaha us! thanks to everyone for their enthusiasm and support. We won swensens voucher! Gonna have fun time having ice cream =)
BBQ next, ahhh the food was GRRREEEAAAT! Yesh! The chicken wing is bagus serious, and of cos everything else. We had chocolate fondue too, they melted choc bars with milk and they prepared fruits like banana, strawberry, and marshmallows with biscuits to dip. Yummy! ^ .^
Next activity was the funniest part. Bidding! Yea they had packets of items wrapped in newspaper, same size same shape so no one knows the difference, and we're supposed to bid for those we want. Prizes range from $10 popular voucher to some nonsensical stuff. The average bid was $1.60(cos we're still students u see). Some got candy bars, monk and karen got the pop voucher (congrats!), another guy got a $2 note lol. Gc and I decided to pool our money together. We didn't dare to take the risk. And i was determined to get this bag that has some heart thing on it. Bid price was $1.55...and it was...PLAIN MEIJI CRACKERS! Its a small pack, not even a box T.T and kind enough to give me 2 packs of Mcdonalds Jam. Sigh..but anyways we all had a good laugh, memorable =)
It was around 9 then, we decided to go home. Almost all went home. Thanks so much to the teachers who planned and did sucha great job for the chalet. The bbq, hunt, prize and everything.
Ehhh...however smth gave me the creeps. When we reached home, i was on msn with gc. Guess what? The teacher claimed to have seen smth at the chalet, And there were tailsman in the toilets. OMG. Scary sia! I didn't see anything so..luckily. Cos of that, even they went back home to spend the night haha. According to dad, "those" belong to the 3rd dimension. O.o Try not to think so much abt it eh. Ahahaha long post..but THANKS! Help them advertise tuition class next time.
And and....HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAITH! Big girl already ahhh.. stay cute yea? Erm AIA sent a birthday card. But i can't find my wire to upload the photo of it form my phone. Do that next time ya? Ahhaa..Enjoy the day! =)

BBQ

2007-11-23T14:38:00.000+08:00

Weeeee. Just back from class BBq! Its a nice one haha...nice food nice company...just that tai hou couldn't go. The food is worth the money, and the chicken wings are great! Heard that its marinated with char siew sauce. Hmmm weird but it taste nice. The charcoals are the rounded small ones that gives gentle heat so that the food is not burnt easily. Thanks so much to all esp Claudine for the bbq! Not forgetting dad and mum that went to fetch me =) Gonna cont Huan Huan Ai. Watched the 1st ep and its not bad. Going to town tml again. Hope there'll be nice prom dress and stuffs.

Romantic Princess

2007-11-22T11:24:00.000+08:00

Currently watching Romantic Princess aka Gong Zhu Xiao Mei by Angela and Wu Zun. Its quite nice..The props are even more glamorous than Meteor Garden. I'm left with the last episode!! Huan huan ai by rainie is next. Gosh another marathon lol. Going for bbq later.. Blog again tonight or smth~

town

2007-11-21T14:00:00.000+08:00

Yay! Went shopping in town today with tai hou and gc. As usual, the feet suffered. Was looking around Far East, but sadly couldn't find much as they had more casual and street smart style kind of clothes. For prom dress style, there was limited designs and it didn't really catch our eyes. Over at Wisma, it was trips to Dianel Yam, warehouse and topshop corner. Basically went in to all the shops that sold related dress. Yay...bought mine at taka. Black simple design. Why black when purple is the in colour? Cos only dark colours are suitable for me lol. Umm I'm left with Shoes and Accessories. Gc haven bought hers and we'll be exploring places like marina and maybe some other corners soon. This is the season of spending. Haiz. Won't be shopping tml. I need a rest. My feet I mean...lol.

vivo

2007-11-20T15:30:00.000+08:00

Shopping today at Vivo with GC was fun but tiring. Didn't manage to find any prom dress that was suitable (or at least those that I saw) but ended walking till we had sore feet. Guess its cos of not shopping for too long a time already haha. Bought a set of lashes (gonna try them soon), missha's moisturiser and ... Ta da! An intellectual, fun, and errr hard game. Lol bought it when we met jia le and claud Aka Hamster. Its a cube that is made up of 27 smaller ones, and u're supposed to dismantle, then put it back as a cube. Grrr tried it at starbucks and on the almost 2 hr bus ride trip home but ended up no where. Guess what...my mum took only 1hr (watching tv and talking at the same time) to do the job. Gosh. Btw, vivo mart's sushi was damn nice. Its like 16 small pieces of sushi, 6 raw 6 cooked cost only $2.80. And it tasted good. The tempura one was nice too, suitable for those who prefer salty food.
Waiting for more outings lol. Zzz i saw Hellgate Cd but decided not to buy first. Not till i confirm i really want to play it. Time for...Dota...again. =)

I'm Back

2007-11-17T23:16:00.000+08:00

I'm Back =) Finally. Guess its time to update regularly lol. Well..A's is over. Yea The exam that everyone fears. As for now, it'll be games games games and... errr going out with frens ahahaha. Prom is coming up, there's still dress and everything else to buy. What a spending season. And christmas is just round the corner. Right. Had a super fun time with xian yee aka Tai Hou and Huiyi aka gumchek. Looking forward to shopping with GC on monday. Hopefully we'll see some nice prom dress with affordable price too (: Btw, not gonna say much abt A's. It's over and yea! So...only comment is that Chem paper 2 was like kns. lolol. Okies gonna sign out for now. Time for Dota.

*btw, if any of you are playing Hellgate, maybe u'll like to tell me ur rating? Wonder if i should join in too hehe

Finally

2007-09-25T13:05:00.000+08:00

Ahah! Finally an update. After like...3 months?! This is getting from bad to worse. Umm..prelims is over. Which means 36 more days to A's if I'm not wrong. Bah. Change topics. Ok, post prelims activity included getting myself a new pair of shoes. The crocs is getting too dangerous. Too slippery when the floor is wet and all that yada yada kind of news abt crocs getting stuck in escalators. Wait a min. How did the shoes even get stuck in the first place? zzz.

Am I getting too old or something. The blogging options seem different. The interface kinda changed. Where's all the options for uploading pictures and changing colours. Where are those icons!? *gasp* Alrights. Not gonna bother with this for now. Maybe tmr or smth, when things are okay then I'll post some pictures of baby shayne up. She's soooo cute. Damn. Now I even have to look at "How do I post pictures" and still get stuck. Urgh.

Reactivation

2007-07-14T19:37:00.000+08:00

Alright. It might not be the last post afterall. 2 months since the last post. What's the special occassion for me to be blogging? Nth. 51 days to Prelims. I'm counting down. Time is against everything. Me. Study, that's for sure. Everything would have been different if... Wait a min.. I wasn't even supposed to be "here" in the first place. Beggers can't be chosers.

Pre-U Sem

2007-05-18T19:17:00.000+08:00

Hmm. Blogging has become more of a monthly activity than daily. Lol couldn't help it. Busy, tired, lazy. The previous post which was like almost 2 months ago was about common test. And now....MID YEARS!! ARGh
Wait a min..lets focus on what's coming up next week first. Pre-U Sem!! yay! Been anticipating it..its such a large event and I'm so glad that my group mates are fantastic ppl. Though its 1 week of the "holiday", think it'll be very memorable and I'll bound to learn alot of things from the ppl through discussions etc. Class and MC's bbq coming up too ..
So while preparing for mid years...take care everyone and good luck! <3

oo

2007-04-07T10:42:00.000+08:00

Wow been such a long time since i last blogged. Almost forgot abt its existence hahahahaha. Most important update must be .... COMMON TEST IS OVER!! and its not common AT ALL! (i mean the results part) zzz sad to say did very very badly. But theres time to catch up right? cmon someone say yes! Yes yes...hmm the class didn't do well on the whole..except for a few (expected ones) Damn...the lvl 99 monster have laid the combat rules..that she'll SUMMON my parents there. HOW DARE U!!! T______T sobs. lalalala expected -_-" Anyways...Now is "recovery time" just after common test. Went orchard with xyz and gum chiak just now. Think she needed some retail therapy. Dammit. Intended to go and do window shopping only (couldn't find one that sells window though) but xyz lo!!! grrrrr. Lol anyways night jaunt coming up. Umm will be quite an exciting trip i think. Anticipating it ^^. In the meanwhile, prepare for war. Its coming soon. June, and the monsters will lay another battle. We shall see who is victorious. JUST U WAIT MONSTERS!! AHAHHAHHAHA!!!! omg crazy. -Sign out and went to eat ice cream =)

Where is the love

2007-02-16T20:01:00.000+08:00

If its gone. Its gone. No use thinking of it. No point. Look ahead?

This weird aura around lately. I see more sad ppl than happy ppl. I see greys..blacks..where's the white. There's a time for everything. Though it doesn't seem to matter, I minded it alot. Couldn't you have told me earlier? Even if its only a few days earlier...I wouldn't have wasted my time and effort. Not when u didn't even bothered. Its over. Forget it. Dumb to even think abt blogging this. I'm not gonna waste anymore effort on it.
Exams. That's the only thing that will occupy my mind. And my frens, my family. It will take some time. But I'll be fine.

PE

2007-01-27T09:43:00.000+08:00

Ahhh. Haven't been updating recently. Kinda tired and lazy ahahaha. BUT! something happened recently which I think is worth posting and sharing.
Oh man..I hate Standing broad jumps. But can't help it...its part of the test. Anyways..our class didn't do well in 2.4 km and Standing broad jump.. so our Teacher decided to train us on that. Wednesday we had our training for standing broad jump. Other than being made to do launches and jumping up and down the stairs, we were supposed to do half squats too. Argh that was the agony..he sabo us by pretending to be interested in other ppl's conversation and forget to blow the whistle to let us recover. So mean right =.=. Still it was enjoyable (cos we did it as a class anyways). Lots of joke along the way too... but our leg suffered the aftermath of that training.
Woke up on thurs with so much pain and aches especially in the thigh. Argh couldn't stand it. Walked like a zombie who couldn't straighten the legs. To my relieve, all my classmates also had muscle pains ahahhaha. The funniest part was watching them walk up and down the stairs, as most just limped their way down and moan the whole time. Even sitting down in class was a torture cos we couldn't sit properly and can only aim and plunge straight down onto the seats. Ahahahaaa...Every movement was a torture and all of them looked and sound so funny (kinda sadistic i know).. Well I'm also suffering from it... and today's worse than yesterday. Pls let us recover soon..I dun want to develop a phobia for stairs. lol. Test test test,, exams exams exams...gambatte everyone!

New Year

2007-01-02T12:25:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

lol. Its been more than a month since I blogged. No time ahh, been working. Well, I can say the working experience is fun, at the same time sian. "I luv being paid." LOL who doesn't. Best part is when I see the account filled.

Almost forgot the feeling of being a student hmm. Only 2 days left, must quickly start my engines and work hard again.

Was working ystd and went for countdown with sec school frens. Lol they're such a bunch. Marina bay was filled with ppl. Got a shock by the large amt of ppl. Road blocks, securities, media crews etc etc. Couldn't get a nice outdoor place to watch fireworks, simply too many ppl. Anyways we just got a seat and was there listening to the live band waiting to countdown. And at 11.50 the first show of fireworks went off, the crowds all stood up and cheered. Then at 12, the full show came. Lasted for a few mins and the fireworks were really nice. Together with the music, could see tat they did alot of choreography. The sparks, the light, i hope they light up year 2007 too =). Decided to ton till morning with my frens, as we were sure the train will be packed. So we went Jab1 for a drink. ARgh, the ppl smoking in air-con place. But still, a pub's a pub. Drinking free mixer instead of Chivas lol. Played indian poker and sang some songs together. Was a really fun night. At 4am when they closed we roamed the streets. Saw another classmate O.o After some breakfast it was near 6 and we walked to city hall to take the first train, only to find it opening at 6.20. Anyways thanks to them for giving me the seat :p Reached home at 7.15 and played half a round of dota (LOL MAD) and off I went to sleep. Now that I'm awake, time to pack my bag and start doing homework b4 I get pawned in school T_T. Ahahahaa...

Luv you dear =)

Back from work

2006-11-11T17:38:00.000+08:00

Ahhh.. back from work! Lol today's sales are fine..sold 4! But dun go into details (cos those sold are the cheaper models -.-) Anyways, saturday and the crowd was not as many as I expected. MORE promoters yes... Ahh speaking of which, there's one that looks a lil bit like Jay Chou..so suave hahaha! Oh cmon...standing there for 8 hrs minimum, and due to the nature of my job, its only NATURAL to scan around a lil for "nice-looking" ppl right ^^
Hmm..had dinner at a nearby kopitiam with the sewing machine aunty. So nice of her. Of cos I took the initiative to start chatting. Lol a few of the adults actually "praised" me working to earn some $$$. Awww so touched T__T. Lol singaporeans must learn to accept BOTH praises and "constructive comments".
Gah gah gah...only 5 days passed. How many more days can I hang on to... ARgh I'm losing the determination. See my frens going out shopping, going for bbqs etc etc while I'm working away T___T . Nvm gambatte !!
After Dota-ing I'm here blogging. Sigh so late already. Gotta sleep early. Tml aunt's coming back and we gonna fetch her back from the airport =) Before that~ I got to finish up the video editing thing at zhuang's house. Oooohhh....I want to sleep late late ahhh...
AHAH. For best mood tml, I shall orh orh now and forgo the extra round of dota (zzz I can't improve).
Why couldn't it just stop there...things might have changed for the better. At least it won't continue leading me on...to this endless...thoughts..

Work

2006-11-11T02:46:00.000+08:00

Work work

Hols have passed for around 2 weeks. Been enjoying it...on top of that I've been working for a few days now. Why bother working some might ask. Why not just enjoy this short lived holiday? Well.. I think it's much better than me coping up at home everyday waking up to play games and having no other aims. At least, time is spent abit more meaningfully at work =)

Tiring? well its considered easy already. The only tiring part is standing for at least 8 hrs. But I've been telling myself, oh cmon..numerous ppl also stand for this duration during their work. Ahah..furthermore...I'm paid to stand. Optimistic eh? lol

Was at vivo city previously, umm I guess its much more "professional there". The way ppl serve and communicate, their uniform, the competitiveness. Right now I'm enjoying it at Woodlands.

First day of work was on wednesday. Luckily, the head promoter ( now that I mention you know what job it is right? ) is a very friendly and helpful guy. Also, the other ppl there are very nice..first day of work and was treated to a drink by another jie jie and dinner was on a "higher position" lady. Ahaha..lucky me.

BUT! that was day 1 there. Now I'm gonna get ready and go off. Hope it'll be as smooth as I'm anticipating. =)

Off the com and rushed off to change, slamming the doors behind.

NAH. Walked slowly ^^

Memories

2006-10-31T15:50:00.000+08:00

Depression sets in. Urgh. Memories been flooding back this few days. From the start of my childhood, all the way till now... its soo bad I can't sleep at night. Ok crying to sleep helps abit.

When I was young, we (my family) used to live beside my uncle house. 2 families living so close to each other was a blessing. Can still vividly remember my 2 younger cousins asking us homework at the doorstep. And sometimes we can see them bullying each other, the older one pulling his sis hair, the sis using cloth pecks to clip his ear. Grandpa was a very hardworking guy. Never fails to wake up early in the morning to water his plants and trim it. (we had a row of plants along corridor) He doted alot on us. When my bro and 1 first went to primary school, he walked to school to check if we could buy food for ourselves. And he'll always sit at the canteen benches and ask if we had enough money. 50 cents at that time was alot. His love for us was priceless. While we take schoolbus back, he'll walk back after he made sure we got on the right bus. Alas, he got cancer from smoking, and passed away when I was P3.
Life was simple yet wonderful. Though our income could only afford the bare minimum, no one complained. Toys are simple yet shared happily among my siblings. I couldn't remember dad being around most of the time. At that age, the only conclusion I had was that he just had to work. Never did I know he was taking 2 jobs that time. Luckily we were quite good kids, and didn't trouble him with any behaviour problems. When there was still afternoon session in Primary school, I woke up early almost everyday to see my dad go to work. No idea if I was a good actor, but I sensed him coming to the room. Then I'll pretend to be sleeping and he'll sometimes ruffle our hair before he goes off. Once I hear the closing of the wooden door, I'll stand beside the window and see him go up the lorry, since the carpark is the open space type and the view can be seen from my window clearly. All this years he've been fetching me to school. Even up till now. Even when school ends ridiculously late (like 10) for events like orientation, night study programme he still came to fetch me home straight after his work. How many dad bothered to do that. One thing I haven done yet, is to tell him how much I appreciated all these.
Mum too. Been working hard as a housewife, all the chores and trying to manage us. We had our own flaws, not things like stealing or skipping school or be rude to teachers. But we kinda dun like to tidy our stuffs. I remembered fetching sis from her kindergarden when we were still living in jurong..those days..Now, she's still same as usual (though have been helping aunt to look after her kids for quite a while and now they're in shanghai). Watching more shows, umm and sometimes we just like to critisize certain actors for the way they act and all that. Just some free self-entertainment lol.
Sec school passed kinda fast. Maybe that's cos there wasn't any pressure at all. School wasn't a prob, more like meeting frens and socialising. If I understood bro that time (when he was in JC), I'll be a bit more caring. (cos jc life is so fast paced) It didn't dawn upon me before where the heck my parents get near thousand of dollars every start of the year for our textbooks. To me it was just bringing the list there, and bringing the books back (and mum will do the packing hehe) Just a few months ago (or was it year) it slipped out of my dad's mouth. No wonder. He worked 364 days a year. that 1 day of holiday was chinese new year. What about labours day or mc? nah. He "sold it" to get more $$ for our textbooks. Really wanted to cry my heart out when I heard it. Urgh.
Ok life now is a lil better. He's still slogging, mum still nagging at us to pack our stuff. My siblings and I are still game freakos. Oh mentioning game, aunt chipped in alot to buy our first com 7 years back. Thanks so much. She helped alot, chipping in here and there whenever possible. I miss her and her family esp those kids coming to our house. The noise lvl is so low now. Used to it but it feels so empty. Faith used to be sleeping when I reach home. she'll be lying on her bed and if she's awake She'll help me take the keys. Ian would be watching some cartoon and be so engrossed in it.
Why am I thinking of all this. Can't help it la.. more reflective now. Holiday started. Can't waste it like the previous few. Will plan what to do soon. (hopefully real soon)

YAY

2006-10-25T15:31:00.000+08:00

Ahhhh.....Went on shopping trip with xyz. ah gum, mel, le and shan today. HOLY!! If you've been taking the train today...you'll kinda understand the situation.
Supposed to take the train and meet xyz at clementi. But I overslept~ and erm..took train to JE to transfer. Guess what...at JE..everyone had to drop off cos ... *alarm - The train at platform A is not in use* So I waited. AHAH. Another train came. This means that? THERE WAS 2 BLARDY TRAIN OF PPL WAITING FOR A SINGLE TRAIN TO CITY HALL!! what's worse? They didn't give us an empty train, it already had ppl in it!! *Screams* ZZzzzz. Everyone made a mad dash for the train, machiam you dun get in means you'll be transported to some third world country. HOLY. I managed to squeeze in, and found a guy standing in front of me with height around erm...1.95? I practically could see NOTHING but his shoulder!! luckily he didn't have BO if not I'll borrow his file and whack him. Jk jk -.- Couldn't move an inch...couldn't breathe..was that the last train to heaven? Must so many ppl be in it?!?! Ok relax.
Managed to meet up with them at 12 *srry for being late for 15 mins ^^* went to bugis to see another round of sardines squashing themselves *ummm we were also trapped in that scenario* Bugis street, humidity level -98.65% no la jk. Urgh it was so stuffy I wanted to connect a pipe to the open space and breathe through it.
Anyways..bought a pair of heels today. Yay..abit ex but still...I haven bought shoes in ages. They bought some stuff too...shoes, shirt blah blah. Around 5 lishan, gum, xyz and I met some class guys and went for pool. Xyz and I didn't play...went off after a while.
The funny thing is.. all 4 of us were wearing new shoes. Its either too big or too painful. Lol poor legs >.<
AHAH!! Best part of today's blog. report xyz's atrocities!!!
1) she keep wanting to smack me and hy T___T - found guilty of excess violence
2) she laugh at things I dun even understand which part is funny - guilty of excessive bakaness
3) she made me run with her (when i'm wearing heels and she wearing flats) all the way to mrt station cos we need to rush home - guilty of inflicting pain on other ppl's leg
4) she said some baka comments when we on train (details cannot be revealed but its dam funny) - guilty of racism
5) undiscovered (there's more to come!!! confirm!)
Ahahahahaa...there's no cbox for now..so she can't tag anything like "baka!" or "I smack u ah". lalalala. =)

All the fun aside, time to mention promos. Yea our results are out. Shan't go into the details. Only thing to say is I'm sooo disappointed with econs -.- Damn no one to blame except me. Cassie's result is great (not surprising) and yu han's also. Hmm...after some help from gum, calculated that I should be able to pass all. SHould be la huh. Confirmation comes only next monday. To class peeps (though u all might never see this) : Although my ki siaoness is only obvious to some closer few, I really enjoyed this class. All the laughter we had, saboing some ppl (we know who are the usual few). Some things in life are inevitable. This pain is just too much for my heart to take. I've been through it. Nth hurts more than seeing others going through it too. There's a few days more.. pls pls..pls let the time pass slowly.

My cbox

2006-10-22T08:34:00.000+08:00

Ahhh changed my blogskin. But where's the cbox?! and the archives...links?? Someone help me!! T____T

Promos

2006-10-20T19:56:00.000+08:00

Monday's coming. Results are coming back. The suspense is too cruel for me...too to cruel. Flashbacks constantly flood back to my mind, smth I hope just stays as a memory (better still to forget it) and not let history repeats itself. Been "enjoying" the post exam period. Strangely, i rather wish I'm mugging just like them. Alot of things can't be compared. Now I know how efficient council was as compared to others. The unity, the commitment... Then again, this are history. Wish those peeps all the best for A's, been seeing most of them slog for the past months.

Was playing Dota just now. During 1 match @ B-net, saw a IGN as alex. That dumbo. Make my enchant (most hopeful hero as of now) look like some hero controlled like a 1 month old newbie. Grrr his pudge...(still the game was owned thanks to my pro team mates).

Umm I saw him again. After like eternity. How I wish I didn't. Doesn't matter now anyways..

Oh and the previous entry mentioned pizza hut's cheesy pizza. Umm sort of nice, I'll rate it 3/5. Could have been nicer if the cheesebites at the side was really like wat it was in the advertisement (duh 95% of advertisments are false) . The cheese kinda dried up and was solid instead of like soft. And the cheese bite bread at the edges....hard as a rock. Maybe only my order turned out that way. Hopefully.
Rob-B-Hood, very nice show. Its a combination of comedy and action, with a creative story line, Famous actors and touches on frenship and love. One thing I must say. The baby was sooOOSoosoo cute! He had such big and nice eyes...can't imagine who wun say "oooh" when they saw him. (one educational point? - I know how the internal of a lock looks like now :x ) rating 4/5
Gah gah...today was open house..srry to fellow A01 peeps..didn't do much for the class.. And still went off early :x Woa almost had a heart attack when we walk past the security post. Thanks so much to jy and sean ^^. I'll never ever do that again. Hope we get the job.. really nice if end of year can be spent with a bit more money on hand. So many things I want to buy ( rare case ). Ummm anticipating the m'sia trip too =)

Wishlist for blue fairy (influenced by A.I lol )
1) Promote
2) Get the job
3) For my teeth to stop hurting.
4) See him more often in school *evil grins*
5) mum to win toto or 4D (lol?)
That's all for now. One can't be too greedy huh. Lol its late. Gonna turn in. Nites!

After the Exams

2006-10-08T16:17:00.000+08:00

The Exams are over. So many things happened too. The rush of cramming physical geog and chem will stay in my head for many months to come. Still ... Anyways... I can't understand why ppl bother coming so late for exams. If u intended not to take it, don't come. Yea. Update next time about Pizza Hut's Cheesy bite pizza and movie Rob -b- hood. xD

ZZZZzzz Sick

2006-09-20T20:00:00.000+08:00

Update!

Ahh..after what seems like eternity..I've finally come to update. *sneaked to blog -.- Ummm promos is just next mon and been preparing for it *hopefully enough* If anyone has been observant..u'll realise that clinics are getting more "customers". Maybe its just the end of year, or its due to exam stress. I also fell pray to the !#$%#$ virus/bacterias T_T

This was what happened :

Tuesday (after school) - Went to woodlands library with wu neng and shi fu *names have been changed to protect their identity LOL* to study. Alas couldn't find a seat so went to have lunch first. Had teh tarik only cos didn't have the appetite. Then we bought 3 tickets for "The pulse" and went back to the library. Since there was still no seats we went to cafe dunno wat. Bought an ice blended mocha and started working. After only a while the feeling was so terrible I left first. *zzz couldn't study and watch the movie* Wah the journey home was...one of the worst ever. After reaching home i took a nap, waking up with a false feeling that I felt better. While standing in front of the basin..suddenly...*u know what happens next* After clearing up I went back to my bed. Ahh fever! ok mum concluded that its stomach flu. Begging the porridge to slide down my throat... 2 tablespoon was down after 25 mins. "Most horrible eating experience Award" Ahah.. took some panadol and went back to semi coma mode.

This morning : Woke up at 6 as usual. Didn't feel well for school so wanted to eat the fever medicine again. Then...chang chang chang...Puked again. ZzzZ. forget it, right back to bed. Went to clinic at 10. And the doc was !^!@$%^@$ slow lo. I waited for 1 and 1/2 hrs before my turn, and there was only 6 patients before me. Seating there so uncomfortably, I heard the doc introducing some facial care products to a few patients. Wth =.= . And my turn took only 3 min zzzz. She even say "ah u never drink enough water" Eh? not that I didn't drink..but it all came out, wat to do =.= . Yep took medicine ( some rehydrating and taste SUPER DUPER AWFUL dissolved salt ) , some couldn't-be-any-more-watery porridge and back to bed. Not like I felt like sleeping such impt day away... but the medicine made me drowsy. Ahah then I woke up and here I am.. blogging "a day with Stomach flu".

Now I appreciate eating well. Yeaha.

Off the com and went to study happily. Ya right lol

BBQ

2006-08-21T11:50:00.000+08:00

BBQ

arhh...been weeks since I updated. School is in a mad mess. Feels so dead. J2's having their A's soon...J1's..the deadly promos O.O

Was chatting with a fren on fri and he told me how he used to study. Felt so ZzzzZZzz after knowing how slack I am compared to him. How to compare..look at ppl's result and ambition.. Still...its a good reference.

Ummm went to xy's house on sat. Ahah finally let them taste my beloved tow huay from cck interchange. Taste so nice X_x. Went to the gym, they swam ( while I read newspaper and relax and almost fell asleep ) and ate lotsa stuff. Her mum's quite a great cook. Heh not to mention her younger sis, whom is quite cute ( zzz she plays game similar to diablo O.o) Funny thing was when we went to play pool... Only hy know how to play. I was just using the stick to anyhow whack the ball. And we started imitating Mr bean by pretending to walk down a flight of stairs, taking escalator down all that. And ZZzzZZ someone actually saw hy do that LOL. ahahaha. Was an enjoyable day.. (and so many photos taken)

Awww the contrast -.- Me, xy and hy (taken infront of the mirror in gym hehe)

Nice camara lol

Sushi making in the process ( guess wat hy's doing...she's using the com hmpf)

Whoa looks so pro... looks only!! Ahahaha..

2006-08-04T15:19:00.000+08:00

National day

Ah dam.. been 4 years. Can still remember so vividly those times when we were meddling with the props, figuring out how to change the coloured "shirt" on time, betting if it was KFC or pizza hut for lunch blah blah. Yea those were the days..

Went to watch NDP parade at kallang stadium last sat. Lol was a rather last minute thinggy..so couldn't get ppl to go along. Yea and luckily that PTP was free. Oo now then I know...they actually "seed" the clouds.. as in..do smth to those clouds so that it doesn't rain on actual days.. yea yea and then it rains on previews =.=

The crowd was as usual, ppl coming late to get seated blah blah..goodie bag..Ah how can I miss that goodie bag. This year's design look abit like crumpler and xian yee REFUSED to carry it.But well..Saw the auntie sitting beside us using a mini fan to cool herself. After searching frantically for 5 mins ( taking everything inside out to check), we found out that..DAM we DUN have it!! ARGH!! of all bags ours dun have!!! Grrr.

Yea then pasted the theme tattoo on our face..and the auntie sitting behind wanted to put for her daughter too. Alas... it couldn't stick. So she got xianyee to help. Guess wat? The auntie didn't even peel the plastic off...of cos it wouldn't stick LOL..ZZZZzzzz. Had such a good laugh =)
Yesh while waiting for the show to start we were like having picnic.. eating the bread that she bought, trying out the drinks ( which was like...urgh), gossiping abt the army guys.. Hmmm kinda miss sharon ou ( or was it au) hosting the show..

Yada yada..the show was ok...but best part of cos is the FIREWORKS!! sitting at blue sector is so ZZzz... yea we were the closest to the fireworks..but gotta strain the neck abit. *recorded around 4 video of it ^^* Ummm show ended at 8 sharp.. but we took 1 hr to reach the mrt station..cos of the HUGE crowd. Dam..we were like moving at a speed of 0.5m/sec ZZzzz Understandable though.

Nice and hard work on all those performers (not forgetting those behind the scenes E.G marshalls). Luckily both of us likes the parade alot so enjoyed it. Ahah..hope to see again next year. Oh man...it'll be a new stadium :x

Reality check

2006-07-21T13:09:00.000+08:00

Reality check

Yea its time to wake up....there's no running from it. Its sooo close and its hunting me. The fear of facing the very same thing... argh. PROMOS!!! AHHHHHHHH!!! *goes crazy* 70 days countdown. Hey I tot we just celebrated orientation?

Yea right. Stop dreaming bah...hmmm wat to do for chem..die die also must pass it. yes GAMBATTE!!! there's no second chance.

maybe it's better this way. should have been this way all along...dam I have no choice. [Beggers can't be choosers]

2006-07-14T16:27:00.000+08:00

Hmm results for mid year is out. Though slightly better than last year, it's still not encouraging. Seem to be doing worse for geog. Argh. Been taking geog ever since sec 1 and still feel so lousy. Econs...didn't know wat I was doing last year. Mr Khoo has really helped alot for these few months...he taught us "how to" write an essay using specific outlines. But he's no longer teaching us Zzzzz. Gp was okok, not too good either. And now the worse 2 subject - math and chem. Sigh..must really buck up. An improvement is a good start. Gambatte!!!!
It always puzzles me...How hard some students (like me) struggle just to get a pass now. In sec school..passing or not was never on my mind. Not that I was some top student, I'm just average. But still..the fight for survival now is zzz.
Invest was held on wed. Hmm as expected, the mixture of feelings almost overwhelmed most of us. However sad the atmosphere was, I couldn't cry. There's this weird feeling of detachment, maybe after I've chilled for 7 months. No matter wat, 6th SC to me is the best. Really hope each and every peeps do their best for the coming A's. As for the 7th, gratz for being elected. Its a tough but fun road ahead.
Cousins been back with us for 5 days. Their energy lvl is still smth that amaze me. Lol Faith can rollerblade very well. Ian..hmm..been insisting that he only wear one of the shoe, with his other feet wearing a slipper. -.- and it looks so funny. I'm trying to learn too, so that I wun be like handicapped at places like ECP. But it's sooo hard!! The amount of cold sweat that broke out after 5mins was much more than after I ran 2.4km. ZZZZzzzzz. Yea and aunt is not feeling well. Hope she recovers soon.
Gotta try and sleep well. Been coughing worse than an ah ma for a week now. Can't sleep at night cos of the high (macham 5 mins grrrr) cough frequency. Maybe I should really see a doc soon.

Update

2006-06-30T18:15:00.000+08:00

Update

Right...Mid years is over. GG. That's the only thing I can say. Umm nth much to update..I'm ready... depression. Hagi Maya = Harvey Norman. Kiddy Palae = Kiddy Palace. Tio sio = (ferrero) rocher. Yea that's MY family's language. Hard to master ok. =.= .ARGH. I dunno wat to do..why must they do that...dam..choosing either way seems depressing. =x

Thai Song

2006-06-18T05:30:00.000+08:00

Music is a universal language. So does songs I think.

Yep..I'm posting a thai song called "kon jao nam-dtaa" by NJ Together. A nice but sad song. Heex... the thai pronounciation followed by the english translation.

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tang tee roo jop bpai laew roo tang roo waa mai rak

All that I've known has ended, I realize that you don't love me.

yang ja yaak poot-jaa tak taai meua jer

But still I want to greet you when I see you.

roo waa kao mai bplian jai roo tang roo kao mai kae

I know your feelings haven't changed, that you don't care.

yang oot-saa aep pler kit per fan bpai

But still I naively think and dream of you.

mai koie jam mai kao jai het dai yang rak lae fang jai tee kao tam man hode raai

I never remember, I don't know why I still care and love you, my feelings that you've cruelly mistreated.

bplian dtua eng bprap dtua eng gor yang tam mai daai

Changing myself, readjusting myself, I still can't do it.

gor kam waa rak man kaang man kaa nai jai gor yang wan wai nai jai yoo dee

My love for you is stuck in my heart, and so it still shakes.

bok dtua eng took wan hai han bpai taang eun way-laa tee kao nan kao maa

I tell myself everyday to turn and look in a different direction whenever you come in.

bok dtua eng sam-sam lerk tam bpen kon jaao naam dtaa

I tell myself repeatedly, to stop crying so much.

yaa sia daai way-laa yaa hai kao roo waa rao mai bplian jaak derm

To stop wasting time, to not let you know how I still feel the same for you.

pa-yaa-yaam ja dtat jai dtat bpan-haa hai pon bpai dtae gor tam mai daai loie sak tee

I'm trying to suppress my feelings, to rid myself of this problem, but I can never seem to.

kit teung kao yoo sa-mer yaak hai kao yoo dtrong nee

I'm always thinking of you, wanting you to be here with me.

daai dtae kit tang-tang tee man mai mee taang

But I'm just thinking thoughts that have no way.

Camp

2006-06-14T14:09:00.000+08:00

Course

Sigh.. I finished updating this blog..almost I mean. Then there was an error and it was gone. ARgh. Anyways..it was abt this course I attended in school last week. pretty fun and interesting. Much different from other leadership course. Heh.. Dun feel like elaborating on the course le. A picture paints a thousand words..and..thanks alot to our facilitators, Bryant and Vivian.

outside the hall =)

filling up survey form

With our facilitators bryant and vivian ( 2nd from top left and 3rd from btm right)

wat's alex's shoe doing behind lol

me and huiyi (gumchek lol)

THE END

Back From Camp

2006-06-04T06:03:00.000+08:00

Back

Yahooo~! Back from camp =)

Yesh..Mc camp was quite fun..though quite short..only 23 hrs o.

First prog..ice breaking games as usual. Lol..those games played in orientation lo. Dam..Hunter, squirrals and trees.. I got 3 outs so had to do forfeit, and it was to shout "I love Media Club!" down to ppl in concourse. luckily all the rest shouted with me. If not so paiseh. hehehex. Then dog-and-bone. Arhh..crashed with my fren..now arm still aching.

Yesh then had interview, puzzle game, BBq. Didn't eat much. Was more interested in the cooking than eating.lol. After BBq, washup, and time for movie marathon!! It was 11 by then. First film - The longest Yard. Wooo nice nice show. ^^ About a famous international football player who committed a crime ( stole his gf's car -.-) and landed in jail. Then he managed to unite the convicts and played against the all-time abusive guards. By then it was like...1.30am? 80% knocked out already. But we had the 2nd movie. And we chose ..SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS !! Zzzzz...All went to sleep except for 7 of us, 2 seniors that bo pian must stay.( It was much appreciated =) ) It was abt 2++ am and Jiayee and I was laughing our heads off in Lt. "I'm ready, promotion". Bwaahahaha. Went back at 3.30am. Decided not to sleep, so jiayee and zu and I took our sleeping bags and went outside the class to talk. In the end they fell asleep..then I just listen to music and play the hp lo.

6am..all woke up. Had a simple morning PT, then breakfast, then short captain ball. Lol..then had 2 hr photography course ( which 70 % of us fell asleep ). yup..then a simple handing over..and breakcamp. I didn't sleep at all!! Yea was zombified ...so went back home..took a nice bath.

Went on msn..then suddenly frens say want go buy ps2 games. Zzzz..went out and reached home at 9++. Then continued with dota for a while. LOL..sian why so hiong. Arhh..at last at 1 I bth and went to sleep. Ooo how I missed my bed.

Hmmm

2006-06-01T15:29:00.000+08:00

What..?

Near to a week of the hols have passed. And here I am staring into the screen, waiting for my hair to dry before I Sleep ( instead of doing any work..heh not many do that ya?)

MC camp's tml. Weird feeling abt this. Yep excited, yet this familiar feeling of a camp...not much fond memories of camps though. Frankly speaking I've been feeling so touchy. Maybe it's cos I watch too many times of that 1000 words video? Or..I'm playing FFX-2 again?

ahaha..doesn't matter..MOST IMPORTANT!! Do homework..revise..the exams are coming soon!Oh dam..why wasn't I so concerned last year. Not too late to start I guess..DotA..is getting out of my way. Getting sick of it. Didn't get the fun I seek anymore. Only ppl scolding vulgarities at each other..wat's the point then. That's good. Time to change my wishlist then. It's granted.

I tried to hold..all I could was to try. Now I'm letting go. Will things turn out better..

Video

2006-05-27T18:17:00.000+08:00

YAY! I'm so happy this video is up. Zzzz finish it at 3am. Big credit and thanks to sin han for helping out. Couldn't change the position of the video at first. Ahah. For those who are not familiar, this is a mtv of "1000 words", by Jade from Sweetbox. It's from FFx-2, and I find it dam nice. One of my all time favourite. The storyline itself is touching enough to make u cry if u watch the video and know the story behind lenne, shuyin, yuna and tiddus. Enjoy =)

Me

2006-05-27T15:22:00.000+08:00

Family

Family as the basic unit of of the society. Yada yada. Heard that in GP for how many thousands time. Time to do a review.

Ahah. Today's blog entry. Intro to my family.

Dad - Tall, stout, full of grey ( becoming white) hairs, stern looking face (u'll know it's not true once he opens his mouth

Mum - Medium height, just-the-right size ( better watch wat I say), stern looking face (geez dun 99% of the parents look like that?), secretly kept a divine rapier in her cupboard ( yea think I saw it's shadow)

Bro - A bit taller than tall, a bit more rounded than the average joe, speaks with a mixture of english chinese hokkien malay and thai (guess he's multi-lingual), games alot ( secret survey conducted shown him playing more than the healthy range )

Sis - Taller than her frens ( commonly mistaken to be older than she is, is that a sign that she's aging too fast?!), hard core Inuyasha fan, have the super ability to listen to the same song for 12 hrs continuously, likes to bully small and fragile bears ( bean bean and gum chek), also loves gaming ( has also over exercised her fingers that mum frowns)

Me - Diligent, fit, generous, dam good looking..etc WAIT *Disclaimer: Above mentioned are those that I dun have LOL* Erm.. likes to laugh very suddenly and hysterically, have a reaction lag of 2 secs ( hey I'm not like sandking's ulti k), memory worse than old ppl, loves to game TOO ( oh well which of the 3 silblings doesn't like it, unfortunately, as we've studied in economics, DD > SS, as such shortage occurs. Govt in this case parents, should solve the prob by increasing SS, as in to buy another com. The ans? Wait long long also dun have )

*with a heavy heart, logged out and.. and? since I have some time...LOL*

If I asked would you have said yes?

If I kept silent would you do the same too?

The devil jump

2006-05-12T12:00:00.000+08:00

THE DEVIL JUMP

Warning: The following contents might not be suitable for kids and old babies.

I shuffled my feet uneasily. Far away from it, I could sense the evil energy being unleased. "MOVE IT!" As quickly as we could, we ran towards the "Black Demon". Standing before us is this huge cliff, making us shrink in size. "This is the ONLY obstacle for today. Clear it and you're outta here." The pungent sulphur smell was making me dizzy. "Recruit JS!! U are First. Ready and jump!" *Legs shiver* Taking a small step forward, I wondered how it will feels like to plunge right into a pool of sulphur. *1,2 JUMP!* ARHHH... It was off balance, and I suddenly found myself trying to cling onto the side of the cliff. argh. There is no way out. I looked up at Commander Lim desperately, as if pleading for her to save me. The evil grin penetrated right thru me, and at that instant, the waves she shot hit me and I had free fall 500m down. With no help from other recruits, I could only scream my lungs off and rely on my wings to soften the impact of the pool. Gosh. The smell. "NEXT" *Other recruits queued up* Oh man.. I'll have to attempt it again next week.

Feeling "peace-ed"(pissed), I dragged myself back to camp. Suddenly a dwarf like green creature opened its mouth. "Hey there, any penny to spare?" Mind half dead, I took out the barely filled container and took out a golden coin. As if under some spell, I willingly tossed the coin to her. "Say greeny, wat do ya need it for?" *Screeched* " Some drinks ya?" With lightning speed, it was gone. Heh. 1 coin to exchange for its small happiness, why not. Suddenly My auto-lock system spinned my attention at this green figure. Not again. IT was asking for coins with others, giving the same excuse. You DUNNIT So many dam coins to buy a freaking drink. Oh cmon. I was Conned. Great. Reaching for my desert eagle and carbine in another hand, it dissapeared again. Lucky u. To be continued... Overimaginative blogs can be found at devin's link. Imitated. *evil grins*

2006-05-05T20:05:00.000+08:00

It's been a while since I've blogged. Been busy with my life. Heh..busy with studies..(as compared to last year). Man..really hope I do much better for my tests. Got back Math, chem and GP CA. Next week will be econs. Mid year is coming. Strange but I feel fear. Not something I felt last year at this time. Now that priorities have changed, and that road have shifted (to an obviously more challenging one), I must gambateh! Trying to save money..ARGH!
The melody is still in my head...Oh man..

FOod for THought

2006-04-24T10:21:00.000+08:00

Hmmm

One day she said smth to me. It really makes sense and set me thinking for a long time.

"I'm Pushing u up the hill now, no longer pulling. You know wat's the difference?"

*Shakes head*

"In the past I was pulling u. I wanted to stop but u insisted on giving yourself a chance again. "Now I have no choice but to Push. Cos when I do that..I hope u'll really try ur best. Should u fall again, I'll suffer too as I'm below u now."

Make sense? Take a while to digest this simple conversation. Those who know wat happened in the past..I guess u guys can relate this. Yea..This hill is sure steep.

WeekEnds

2006-04-16T02:47:00.000+08:00

WeekEnds

Arh..It's already Mid of April, how time flies. My weekends..Zzzz has been passing like a silent ninja. ( btw it's a new class of RO ). Yeaha

Good fri, went to cine with my frens, Ruiqi, Charlene (HDG leader), SiYuan, Zhiying (HDG member) + me. Woots..the sky was still clear when I left home. Still it rained so heavily after that, and I was wearing my white slippers, darn. Had pasta and pizza @ Pastamania..chatted and catch up with old times. Walked around and guess wat..I saw a familiar looking face walking past me. And it was Yuyang ( that campus superstar participant). Yea I think there was a small group of gals following behind him. GAH. Saw a few Pioneer peeps too. Most importantly, I bought a base coat nail polish from DODO shop! LOL!! DODO!! zZzz. Yea it looks pretty nice. What a day.

Sat. Went to Marina South with dad, aunt and uncle to eat steamboat. Yea heard that Cxxx Xuxx not bad, but speaking frankly , was rather dissapointed with the stall. 1) Each person only entitled to 2 plates, 1 bowl, 1 disposible chopstick. I understand this helps to save manpower for washing dishes and water..but still.. I dun exactly like washing the plates in those sink (overflooded with brown dirty water) 2) Advertisement say it has dunno how many varieties of food, to be precise seafood (Eh I dun think there was so many, advertisements..yaya) 3) The employees there had such a black face, I tot they just kana scolding. When they kept the plates it was so loud I tot someone was fighting -.- 4) the food..was too salty Zzzz

Yea best part of that outing was...the Arcade part. Dad was trying to catch some soft toys O.o Haha not bad. And he saw HOTD 3!!! Yesh! I quickly go change some coins and /gg... Bang bang!! Gah...died at 2nd stage. Pif..But still a nice game =)

Yea I'm so particular hor. Lol just my comment. U can try out if u like.

Long awaited

2006-04-06T11:26:00.000+08:00

Updated!

oh yea...finally update my blog =p

First thing first, I just found out another FEMALE dota-er! and she's in my class! Introducing 250 pounds from japan...NO!! Not sumo wrestler la -.-" okok is Lishan! Should be quite pro de..cos she have a clan and competitions. And that day saw her holding a razor mousepad Zzzz..seems so pro! ( razor mouse + mousepad at only $80+ at IT fair.. hmpf) she's the 3rd girl I know that plays dota. Haiz...When can I have DotA frenzy again T_T *voice from above..Dream on!* Sobs..

Another thing..the college is now setting up a club..called something tatics one. It's basically learning tatics used in cyber games if I'm not wrong. And guess wat? They are gonna "train" on Dota and CS!! OMG!! ARHHH!! And worse thing is.. I CANNOT join!! Mum gonna hack me into pieces if I do that. I also dowan to be so addicted again. Biggest prob of all.. they want pro players I think.. I'm so noob. Dun even think I'll pass the trial ( it's this fri btw, both CS and DotA) Sigh...

Next next...something more optimistic..Today was the first "official" outing for Media Club and we went to East Coast Park for CIP!! Ok forget abt the CIP, I guess it was rather fun just picking up a few litters as we walk along the beach. Darn, ECP sure got lots of ciger butts. And mosquitoes too. Thanks for the bite(s). Hmpf.

Everything seems going well..Structured life, more regular sleep, is doing tutorials.. but..so many things have changed..so many challenges up ahead (esp math -.-) .. Gambateh! I must try my best! =)

Airport

2006-03-23T23:15:00.000+08:00

~Airport~

Arh. Went to the airport with HDG ( charlene, zhiying and pam...xianyee couldn't make it) during the march holidays. Must be wondering why we went there right. Hehehe..just to take a walk around..unwind..catch up with each other. Took an Mrt there.. woa time pass so fast when we talk to each other..if u tell me to take a train alone all the way to Changi Airport..I'll most prob fall asleep or build sandcastles ( in the air)

Hehes.. went to T1 and ate popoye (dunno how to spell) fast food. The food was nice...but the serving too big. The mashed Potatoe tastes so diff from those sold elsewhere..refreshing change. Hees..then took a train to T2, walked around taking photos. And..! The budget terminal was having a "preview" ..so we decided to go and see! Arh first impression..."it's really budget -.-" LOL.. But the inside looks nicer..wide big space..Geess..we even signed up for a tour! ahaha..it was sooo fun.. *pssst..the budget terminal got FREE online service!! can dl dota anot?? LOL*

Charlene ( Head Of Hotdog gang ) And I ...pic is abit blur..

Char, Zink, me And Pammy at passageway to T3

Post Orientation

2006-03-16T04:00:00.000+08:00

Aftermath of Orientation

Ahah! Here's a whole list of ppl I wanna thank ( at least for orientation ) :

6th Students' Council ( esp Lishi, Laiyan, karmun, john, soon leng, guangyi for the help during campfire night )

Mr Lee ( for all the help rendered throughout )

Mr Tong ( for staying with us till 10+ during one of the nights to do orientation package)

Ms Xiao ( for the advice on how to build the campfire)

AVA ( esp johnathan, for the precious tech skills he taught and helped during finale)

All O2 members ( esp pro co.. who've been with me right from the start..)

All OGLs ( they've been a wonderful group of ppl)

There's many more..heres a big THANK YOU! =)

Yup.. After thanking ppl..the entry contnues..

Fell sick immediately ater O2 ended..zzz fever of 38.8 C on sat..I couldn't even leave my bed..head was feeling so heavy.. for a moment was so scared I'll just die liddat. recovered slightly on sunday...and then monday yay! went back to pj for AAR ( after action review), all tto think what we've done and wat could have been done to make things better. Well..learnt many things from O2..yea..Now that it's over, time to rush my homework and stuff...maths..oo..forever printing so fast -.-