PLEASE READ THESE TERMS: Tuesday, November 01, 2005Y
9:20 AM
Mixed feelingsJust got back our result.. guess wat? I got a chance to re exam. How do I feel? Happy of cos.. cos it's a chance! and I really hope to pass this well. NATO.. always the case. Must get working.. saying it will not help. Must WORK!! get da pen and pencil!! hmm.. yet feel terrible.. I mean, look beside me. So many peeps are having holiday. My classmates were deciding wat jobs to take up. I was like . . . THEY have the time to work! Oh man. Council + re exam enough to kill this 2 months. Then it'll be 2006.. another terrible year I guess?
Yet.. I see some of my frens, whom didn't quite make it through. I dunno.. I'm not in a better position to "console" them. Yet it feels weird not to talk to them about it at all. *shrugs* Guess I'll wait for them to speak up first. Well.. Life is just so unfair. yea.. I'm speechless about it. The next WORSE even in my life coming soon. Mum is going to school to see my teacher... *cos parents of students re examing have to be spoken to* AARGHHH I'm going to be killed... soon.
[One thing I know for sure.. in future if my kid face the same problem, I won't say the same things my mum said to me. It's not terrible, just that she could have been a bit more supportive. At least I'll feel more home this way. I'll say..: "go on kid.. grap this chance.. I'll be here for you as long as u try ur best.."]
