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Friday, July 21, 2006Y
1:09 PM
Reality check
Yea its time to wake up....there's no running from it. Its sooo close and its hunting me. The fear of facing the very same thing... argh. PROMOS!!! AHHHHHHHH!!! *goes crazy* 70 days countdown. Hey I tot we just celebrated orientation?
Yea right. Stop dreaming bah...hmmm wat to do for chem..die die also must pass it. yes GAMBATTE!!! there's no second chance.
maybe it's better this way. should have been this way all along...dam I have no choice. [Beggers can't be choosers]

Friday, July 14, 2006Y
4:27 PM
Hmm results for mid year is out. Though slightly better than last year, it's still not encouraging. Seem to be doing worse for geog. Argh. Been taking geog ever since sec 1 and still feel so lousy. Econs...didn't know wat I was doing last year. Mr Khoo has really helped alot for these few months...he taught us "how to" write an essay using specific outlines. But he's no longer teaching us Zzzzz. Gp was okok, not too good either. And now the worse 2 subject - math and chem. Sigh..must really buck up. An improvement is a good start. Gambatte!!!!
It always puzzles me...How hard some students (like me) struggle just to get a pass now. In sec school..passing or not was never on my mind. Not that I was some top student, I'm just average. But still..the fight for survival now is zzz.
Invest was held on wed. Hmm as expected, the mixture of feelings almost overwhelmed most of us. However sad the atmosphere was, I couldn't cry. There's this weird feeling of detachment, maybe after I've chilled for 7 months. No matter wat, 6th SC to me is the best. Really hope each and every peeps do their best for the coming A's. As for the 7th, gratz for being elected. Its a tough but fun road ahead.
Cousins been back with us for 5 days. Their energy lvl is still smth that amaze me. Lol Faith can rollerblade very well. Ian..hmm..been insisting that he only wear one of the shoe, with his other feet wearing a slipper. -.- and it looks so funny. I'm trying to learn too, so that I wun be like handicapped at places like ECP. But it's sooo hard!! The amount of cold sweat that broke out after 5mins was much more than after I ran 2.4km. ZZZZzzzzz. Yea and aunt is not feeling well. Hope she recovers soon.
Gotta try and sleep well. Been coughing worse than an ah ma for a week now. Can't sleep at night cos of the high (macham 5 mins grrrr) cough frequency. Maybe I should really see a doc soon.