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Sunday, March 30, 2008Y
4:20 AM
I feel like screaming my head off. Argh.

Monday, March 24, 2008Y
2:23 PM
Ok...I'm a lil addicted to ktv. That's bad cos its not very cheap. Grr but I like to sing there T__T went to the Party World with gummy, jy and shan ystd, too bad xy couldn't go. I hope gummy dun feel too sian cos I know u went for our sake. I learnt a canto song yay! The pronounciation is not accurate though hahaha..

Went to kuishinbo with cheryl, wen ting and huiling just now for lunch. Miss them sooo much..its been like donkey years since I saw ting and I couldn't recognise her with her long hair! she said the same thing to me too lol. ok the food was fabulous as usual, but I think the company was better...had a nice time catching up with them while we enjoyed our food. Sigh..couldn't get the Guess wallet I wanted. Not like I'm too rich and wants some branded wallet, but mine is like spoilt for so long and I was thinking if it looks nice and can last for like 3-4 years, maybe its worth the "investment"? Lol. There's always like a thousand reasons/excuses when u wanna get smth. Here's a nice song from JJ (:

林俊杰 - 期待你的爱

My Life 一直在等待
空荡的口袋
想在裡面放 一份爱
Why 总是被打败
真的好无奈
其实我 实实在在
不管帅不帅
想要找回来 自己的节拍
所以这一次
我要勇敢 大声说出来

期待 期待你发现我的爱
无所不在 我自然而然的关怀
妳的存在 心灵感应的方向
我一眼就看出来
是因为爱

我猜 你早已发现我的爱
绕几个弯 越靠近越明白
不要走开
幸福的开始 就是放手去爱
想要找回来 自己的节拍
所以这一次
我要勇敢 大声说出来

期待 期待你发现我的爱
无所不在 我自然而然的关怀
妳的存在 心灵感应的方向
我一眼就看出来
是因为爱

我猜 你早已发现我的爱
绕几个弯 越靠近越明白
不要走开
幸福的开始 就是放手去爱
幸福的开始 就是放手去爱

Tuesday, March 18, 2008Y
12:12 PM
Ohoho...half day of work today was shiok. Went to Plaza Sing with Cheryl after having lunch with the lunch khakis. Bought 5 tops and new foundation. Lol considered a spree since I dun usually buy clothes (def not 5 at a time). But I need some more for work ma...(excuses). Went to Guess and wanted to get a wallet for myself, but gah they din have any nice one thats worth the value. Next time then =(. I need a new pair of shoes, a bag (maybe thats a want not a need). Zzz can't spend so much. Better prioritise my to-buy list. Good fri this week. Yay.. On the other hand, I rather the hol take place next mon. Fri seems like a better day to work since everyone is in a more relaxed mode knowing that weekend is approaching.

如果有一天 我回到从前
回到最原始的我
你是否会觉得我不错
如果有一天 我离你遥远
不能再和你相约
你是否会发觉我已经说再见
当你的眼睛瞇着笑
当你喝可乐当你找
我想对你好 你从来不知道
想你想你 也能成为嗜好
当你说今天的烦恼 当你说夜深睡不着
我想对你说 却害怕都说错
好喜欢你 知不知道
如果有一天 梦想都实现
回忆都成了永远
你是否还记得今天
如果有一天 我们都发觉
原来什么都可以 无论是否还会停留在这里
也许可是让我想得太多
也许该回到没我 梦里和相遇
就毫不犹豫 大声的说我要说
当你的眼睛瞇着笑 当你喝可乐当你找
我想对你好 你从来不知道
想你想你 也能成为嗜好

Sunday, March 16, 2008Y
3:15 PM
Alright... its 11.33 and I'm hardly sleepy. Woke up at 3 today and its the first time since ages ago that I could sleep till late afternoon, not that I had no free days to sleep in, but my body clock somehow wakes me up latest around 12+.
I must have been soooo tired from the activities on sat. Met xy and gum at lot 1 to have pastamania for lunch, then hopped to NUS for their open house. Umm was kinda shocked to know how high their standard is. I mean...we all know NUS is like a very good uni and it aint exactly easy to get in. We were at the booth for business when a conversation between us and a lady (which I presume is from office of admissions) took place. It went like this.
Us : " Is there a need for interview to get into business faculty?"
Her : "well interview is only needed for 2 groups of students, the top few and btm few."
Us : " why?"
Her : "the top few that applied for scholarships will need to go through an interview, while the btm few which maybe falls under discretionary admission or if their grades are barely there will also need an interview."
Us : " So what is the borderline grades that you were talking abt?"
Her : "Umm..what is ur results?"
One of Us : "what about AAC and a B for GP?"
Her : " Yea I think that falls under the borderline cases."


Shocking. Our jaws dropped and there were silence for a few seconds. Ok AAC and a B for GP (not my results) aint the perfect results, but are you sure that is considered a borderline case? Well maybe if all those with straight A's apply then maybe it'll be borderline. But that's not the case right? Oh well...it made us feel demoralised, but what she said was based on past years intake, which had a diff grading system and of cos, it wouldn't be fair to compare like this. Its just a reference.

Anyways, shan and I then went to marina to join the temp staffs at our working place - "da lunch khakis", 10 of them (1 dint go) for a movie, step 2. Its a nice show and those that like street dance and stuff should check it out. Thanks to wei jie for booking the tix b4 hand cos the queue was like ... long. Yep and dinner after that at suntec's foodcourt, followed by arcade. Zz was owned playing HOTD4. Omg this is smth I must mention, this wei jie ah completed virtual cops. Completed! I gg-ed after only like 7 mins?(even with hints on where the hostage will appear and not to shoot at them, I still killed 3, accidentally) Damn zai...Worth it for a $1 token game lol.

Ok after arcade it was like 10, and 6 of us (with shan's fren) decided to go party world and sang. (wanted to go earlier but not all wanted to go so it had to be the last activity). Steven helped to booked the room at 11pm, so we made outselves there. Lol pretty fun, and as usual shan sang very well. Her pitching is good. and her high pitch makes her very suited for rainie's songs. Lol. I feel like going there again.. but its costly ya. Considering that its a sat night and its like 11pm, $25 each should be an ok price, cheaper than kbox. But still..ah well. Once in a blue moon hehe.
Was a lil zombified by 2am..so couldn't sing properly already. The session ended at 3am, and we shared cabs home. Only uncle meng (he got this nick cos the songs he sang was like "retro") took night rider. Fun fun... I wanna go for such trips again xD.
Time to sleep, working half day tml cos they having some event in the afternoon..will be meeting cheryl and get our stuffs .

Saturday, March 15, 2008Y
11:09 AM
1 week at MOE has passed. How times fly. Gonna go for NUS open house tml with shan, gummy and xy, hope to get some info from there. After that will be outing with the temp/perm staffs at work. They are all very easy going and fun loving peeps so I bet it'll be a nice trip. gratz to cheryl for her good results xD. We shall go to kuishinbo soon!

Thursday, March 13, 2008Y
3:37 PM
Rain me money pls. Life sucks even with money in the pocket...what happens when there is like barely enough for me to get into uni. Yea with work I can afford to enjoy some movies or meals....but uni life is approaching soon, very soon. Kids with rich parents are sitting in their room playing games with their laptop everyday with air con on, while the average peeps like us are subjected to the cruelty of the outside world. Work aint that bad....but who wants to work if they can afford to sit at home and bathe themselves in luxuries. 3 more months to start of school. Pls let everything go smoothly.

Wednesday, March 12, 2008Y
3:45 PM
okies srry to have made some worry abt my previous post. maybe hormones was trying to act funny, though I still have an issue over that unhappiness caused. End of 3rd day of work at MOE HQ. Been pretty ok...work load isn't exactly heavy, I'll consider it light instead. However I'm still new to it so will take some time to do things right. Hope I wun screw things up and nth goes ugly. The good thing is...I have a wonderful team of ppl to work with. They treated Johnathan (who had his last day of work on tues and handed over to me) and I to lunch ystd at Yu Hua restuarant or smth like that which I know wasn't cheap. And I love it when I get to buy coffees. Not that I want to become a kopi girl, but its a nice break from the com and get up to walk around. And oh....the lifts there don't have buttons for ppl to choose the lvl that they want to go to. The officers there will press the button of the lvl they are going to on a panel located around the lifts and see which lift is assigned to that lvl. Makes things more efficient...and cool. The sad thing is...mine is not the temp pass the rest of the temp staff have. Which means I can't use it to beep the door. Luckily I made some frens there already...just in case I'm stuck outside I can always call for help xD. Thats all for today. gtg have some sleep already.

Happy bdae lishan and cheryl!

Monday, March 10, 2008Y
2:24 PM
Msn is fucking fucked up. Thats all I can say. Whoa very vulgar? I'm freaking pissed off. Enough is enough. So what if my results are like not bad. Its fucking pissing me off when its so damn unfair. I work the hardest, I study the most. In the end what do I get? Main point? You dun reap what u sow most of the time. I dun care if this is gonna be the way I behave for a long time to come. I just feel like screaming my head off as if there's no one else in this world. Do as you deem fit.

Sunday, March 02, 2008Y
7:31 PM
okies...end of the 2 days of torture. Giving out flyers had been an eye opener for me. Most importantly made me realise how ppl's attitude can affect another's mood. Wasn't an easy job for me...standing for hrs made my legs ache, and the hands are not spared too. Giving out balloon was fun, though the tangled strings almost made me vomit blood trying to untangle them.
One of the worst thing that can happen when u're holding a bunch of balloons is, when the wind gets so strong, and u're trying to hold on to the balloons. And to realise after it that....holy...the strings are all tangled! Zzzz.
Anyways, thanks to ght for invitation to the work. Its an experience i guess. And kinda nice that most working there are also ex regenites. The long-time-no-see weicai, amanda, even my own ex classmates like siang wee, lianshun, swee siang, zhen fu.
Now that I know how hard it is to stand for hrs and give out flyers hoping that some strangers will take it, I'll be sure to either take it and say "thank you", or reject politely and say "no thanks". Its not fun at all seeing some F***** take the flyer while he's talking, walk and tears it into pieces and throws into the bin not further than 4m away from u. Seriously.
Watched "L-change the world" just now. Its nice, worth watching. Though the idea of the whole show is not original (media club external instructor once said before-"all storys have been told. Its only how its being told"), at least the plot unfolds nicely. It does succeed in painting L as the hero, and I'm sure those not already L's fan might have been touched too.
But I have my doubts too. How da heck did they get the guns from? Is it so easy to be psycho-ed into doing such evil things like wat the "environmentalists" did? Didn't anyone else in the world realise some murder took place at the research centre? Umm...anyways..no plot is perfect yea, but still worth watching =)
Damn I dint know the colour of my jeans would run. Srry sis it stained ur shoes. Gah gah gah...not really been a smooth day for me.