PLEASE READ THESE TERMS: Thursday, November 17, 2005Y
5:10 AM
Can't believe I did that yesterday man.. I'm such a petty person. Awwww....Just cos I not happy with smth smth.. I slept at 6. OMG. 6! then got a call from mel at 8+ . Talked to her using loudspeaker ... sounded like a zombie. Had such a headache..got up from bed to see the time. Then head fell back to the pillow.
Oh man.. I just didn't want to do anything at that time.. wanted to continue sleeping...couldn't though.. was thinking thinking..of? of ..erm.. ya..alot of things. Haix..Wait.. I didn't have dinner..had lunch at 11+ ..and then at 9 I still didn't feel like eating. Protesting huh? was just intending to skip dinner and lie in bed till god knows when.
Then suddenly someone entered my room. OMG! no la.. sis.. she brought rice in for me..yea.. just eat lo. Felt so groggy.. couldn't even eat properly. Scooped rice into my mouth while I still lie like a zombie.. Chew chew.. couldn't taste anything. Bland. Either that or cos I was sick. Everything lost colour and taste. Finish that rice.. put it beside me.. eyes closed again. Sis came back to take my bowl..arhh thanks alot. slept too much..sian...
A song to reflect my feelings..[Untitled - Simple Plan ]
I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got nowhere to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
So I try to hold
onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done No I can't
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
