PLEASE READ THESE TERMS: Tuesday, January 24, 2006Y
8:27 PM
Sad...aruru bro just told me he's going to an island to work. Although near his hometown, it's still away from home. Can't help feeling sad...he won't be online so much to ask me about my work anymore, or to say that I never study. Alone somewhere to work and earn a living..dunno about the situation there.. almost losing contact. I'll miss that..really.. I feel like crying...can I? pls..I'm enjoying class..even up till now.. yet now it's -1. JJ decided to go to a poly. Sad again. Anyone else leaving?
Walla clan reunion dinner this thurs. Looking forward to it. So glad to be meeting those peeps again. Thou can see them in school everyday at least now can chat abit.
Fri. Council reunion. Dunno why.. I dun really want to go for it. I mean.. I want to but.. I'm scared.. to see those faces again...laughing happily talking about the latest project. V day I think. Why am I such a coward.. I should be feeling happy for them..cheering them on..cos they're such cool peeps juggling with council and school work.
ok I admit.. I'm a coward. I'll try to keep my tears withing myself that day. I will...
