Hmmm
One day she said smth to me. It really makes sense and set me thinking for a long time.
"I'm Pushing u up the hill now, no longer pulling. You know wat's the difference?"
*Shakes head*
"In the past I was pulling u. I wanted to stop but u insisted on giving yourself a chance again. "Now I have no choice but to Push. Cos when I do that..I hope u'll really try ur best. Should u fall again, I'll suffer too as I'm below u now."
Make sense? Take a while to digest this simple conversation. Those who know wat happened in the past..I guess u guys can relate this. Yea..This hill is sure steep.