PLEASE READ THESE TERMS: Friday, June 30, 2006Y
6:15 PM
Update
Right...Mid years is over. GG. That's the only thing I can say. Umm nth much to update..I'm ready... depression. Hagi Maya = Harvey Norman. Kiddy Palae = Kiddy Palace. Tio sio = (ferrero) rocher. Yea that's MY family's language. Hard to master ok. =.= .ARGH. I dunno wat to do..why must they do that...dam..choosing either way seems depressing. =x
Sunday, June 18, 2006Y
5:30 AM
Music is a universal language. So does songs I think.
Yep..I'm posting a thai song called "kon jao nam-dtaa" by NJ Together. A nice but sad song. Heex... the thai pronounciation followed by the english translation.
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tang tee roo jop bpai laew roo tang roo waa mai rak
All that I've known has ended, I realize that you don't love me.
yang ja yaak poot-jaa tak taai meua jer
But still I want to greet you when I see you.
roo waa kao mai bplian jai roo tang roo kao mai kae
I know your feelings haven't changed, that you don't care.
yang oot-saa aep pler kit per fan bpai
But still I naively think and dream of you.
mai koie jam mai kao jai het dai yang rak lae fang jai tee kao tam man hode raai
I never remember, I don't know why I still care and love you, my feelings that you've cruelly mistreated.
bplian dtua eng bprap dtua eng gor yang tam mai daai
Changing myself, readjusting myself, I still can't do it.
gor kam waa rak man kaang man kaa nai jai gor yang wan wai nai jai yoo dee
My love for you is stuck in my heart, and so it still shakes.
bok dtua eng took wan hai han bpai taang eun way-laa tee kao nan kao maa
I tell myself everyday to turn and look in a different direction whenever you come in.
bok dtua eng sam-sam lerk tam bpen kon jaao naam dtaa
I tell myself repeatedly, to stop crying so much.
yaa sia daai way-laa yaa hai kao roo waa rao mai bplian jaak derm
To stop wasting time, to not let you know how I still feel the same for you.
pa-yaa-yaam ja dtat jai dtat bpan-haa hai pon bpai dtae gor tam mai daai loie sak tee
I'm trying to suppress my feelings, to rid myself of this problem, but I can never seem to.
kit teung kao yoo sa-mer yaak hai kao yoo dtrong nee
I'm always thinking of you, wanting you to be here with me.
daai dtae kit tang-tang tee man mai mee taang
But I'm just thinking thoughts that have no way.
Wednesday, June 14, 2006Y
2:09 PM
Course
Sigh.. I finished updating this blog..almost I mean. Then there was an error and it was gone. ARgh. Anyways..it was abt this course I attended in school last week. pretty fun and interesting. Much different from other leadership course. Heh.. Dun feel like elaborating on the course le. A picture paints a thousand words..and..thanks alot to our facilitators, Bryant and Vivian.
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outside the hall =)
filling up survey form
With our facilitators bryant and vivian ( 2nd from top left and 3rd from btm right)
wat's alex's shoe doing behind lol
me and huiyi (gumchek lol)
THE END
Sunday, June 04, 2006Y
6:03 AM
Back
Yahooo~! Back from camp =)
Yesh..Mc camp was quite fun..though quite short..only 23 hrs o.
First prog..ice breaking games as usual. Lol..those games played in orientation lo. Dam..Hunter, squirrals and trees.. I got 3 outs so had to do forfeit, and it was to shout "I love Media Club!" down to ppl in concourse. luckily all the rest shouted with me. If not so paiseh. hehehex. Then dog-and-bone. Arhh..crashed with my fren..now arm still aching.
Yesh then had interview, puzzle game, BBq. Didn't eat much. Was more interested in the cooking than eating.lol. After BBq, washup, and time for movie marathon!! It was 11 by then. First film - The longest Yard. Wooo nice nice show. ^^ About a famous international football player who committed a crime ( stole his gf's car -.-) and landed in jail. Then he managed to unite the convicts and played against the all-time abusive guards. By then it was like...1.30am? 80% knocked out already. But we had the 2nd movie. And we chose ..SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS !! Zzzzz...All went to sleep except for 7 of us, 2 seniors that bo pian must stay.( It was much appreciated =) ) It was abt 2++ am and Jiayee and I was laughing our heads off in Lt. "I'm ready, promotion". Bwaahahaha. Went back at 3.30am. Decided not to sleep, so jiayee and zu and I took our sleeping bags and went outside the class to talk. In the end they fell asleep..then I just listen to music and play the hp lo.
6am..all woke up. Had a simple morning PT, then breakfast, then short captain ball. Lol..then had 2 hr photography course ( which 70 % of us fell asleep ). yup..then a simple handing over..and breakcamp. I didn't sleep at all!! Yea was zombified ...so went back home..took a nice bath.
Went on msn..then suddenly frens say want go buy ps2 games. Zzzz..went out and reached home at 9++. Then continued with dota for a while. LOL..sian why so hiong. Arhh..at last at 1 I bth and went to sleep. Ooo how I missed my bed.
Thursday, June 01, 2006Y
3:29 PM
What..?
Near to a week of the hols have passed. And here I am staring into the screen, waiting for my hair to dry before I Sleep ( instead of doing any work..heh not many do that ya?)
MC camp's tml. Weird feeling abt this. Yep excited, yet this familiar feeling of a camp...not much fond memories of camps though. Frankly speaking I've been feeling so touchy. Maybe it's cos I watch too many times of that 1000 words video? Or..I'm playing FFX-2 again?
ahaha..doesn't matter..MOST IMPORTANT!! Do homework..revise..the exams are coming soon!Oh dam..why wasn't I so concerned last year. Not too late to start I guess..DotA..is getting out of my way. Getting sick of it. Didn't get the fun I seek anymore. Only ppl scolding vulgarities at each other..wat's the point then. That's good. Time to change my wishlist then. It's granted.
I tried to hold..all I could was to try. Now I'm letting go. Will things turn out better..