PLEASE READ THESE TERMS: Friday, November 21, 2008Y
2:35 AM
This is so depressing. Why am I in a uni. WHY?! urgh. I hate school. Not like others dun. But its really getting on my nerves. I have to study when 'many' around me don't have to. I want to play PLAY PLAY!!! Its so part of what I do and what I like yet I can't! IQ tells me I have to study study do my work my project my tests. The devil tells me i really like to play, 'everyone' else around is doing so why can't I. The prob is I CAN'T! I can never and am never allowed to do that. Not that someone is threatening me by the throat and forcing me to study, but my life is giving me no choice. How.. this is damn depressing. Why whenever someone talk to me online they ask if I want to play anot, and not if I want to make a trip to the lib and study together. T_T I know all this are just rantings, but let me be this way. Its the only way i can feel better now.I know if I dun change, soon, very soon I'll face the consequences, the ugly and harsh reality. Someone... save me.
